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see what bordom leads to?
17:12 Dec 18 2009
Times Read: 553


DisorderYour Score

Major Depression:	High-Moderate
Dysthymia:	Very High
Bipolar Disorder:	High
Cyclothymia:	Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

of course im sure that anyone who takes this test will show signs of depression in some way or another. lol i just thought it'd be fun to see how many i could make it say i had. haha i know waaaay too much about psychology. this test was easy to bust ;P lol



anyway in truth nobody's perfect and everyone gets down when they're beating their heads against every rock in the river. lol but that's natural. i do have seasonal depression though. i swear i nearly balled my eyes out when i woke to find the first snow of the year came on my b-day. it was absolutely awful! and i don't know a girl on the planet whose not bi-polar at least half the time. lol since none of us seem to be able to make up our minds i'd say we're all a little bi-polar. oh well who cares, the guys still can't live without us. lmao

16:34 Dec 18 2009
Times Read: 554


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore

Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Extreme
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Extreme

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

found this in someone else's journal, and loved it
06:53 Dec 15 2009
Times Read: 559

10 rules of Being human





by Cherie Carter-Scott



1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period.



2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life."



3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work."



4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.



5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned.



6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here."



7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.



8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.



9. Your answers lie within you. The answers to life's questions lie within you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.



10. You will forget all this.



From http://www.bluinc.com/free/human10.htm

new song from bon jovi
06:06 Dec 15 2009
Times Read: 562

We Weren't Born To Follow lyrics

Songwriters: Bon Jovi, Jon; Sambora, Richie;



This one goes out to the man who mines for miracles

This one goes out to the ones in need

This one goes out to the sinner and the cynical

This ain't about no apology



This road was paved by the hopeless and the hungry

This road was paved by the winds of change

Walking beside the guilty and the innocent

How will you raise your hand when they call your name?



Yeah, yeah, yeah



We weren't born to follow

Come on and get up off your knees

When life is a bitter pill to swallow

You gotta hold on to what you believe



Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow

And that your saints and sinners bleed

We weren't born to follow

You gotta stand up for what you believe



Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah



This one's about anyone who does it differently

This one's about the one who cusses and spits

This ain't about our livin' in a fantasy

This ain't about givin' up or givin' in



Yeah, yeah, yeah



We weren't born to follow

Come on and get up off your knees

When life is a bitter pill to swallow

You gotta hold on to what you believe



Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow

And that your saints and sinners bleed

We weren't born to follow

You gotta stand up for what you believe



Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah

Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah



We weren't born to follow

Come on and get up off your knees

When life is a bitter pill to swallow

You gotta hold on to what you believe



Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow

And that your saints and sinners bleed

We weren't born to follow

You gotta stand up for what you believe



Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah

Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah



We weren't born to follow, oh yeah

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah)

We weren't born to follow, oh yeah

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah)

NICKELBACK!!!!
20:34 Dec 14 2009
Times Read: 564




Yanking out My... Lyrics



Feeling fine.

Let`s rip out yours instead of mine.

And all you need

Are several ways to watch me bleed.

Well, thanks for stopping this beating in my chest.

It`s easier now, and I`m happy like this.

Just like this.

Even though I ain`t coming back now,

I didn`t mean to seem as though

I was so ungrateful for for all you`ve done here.

For yanking out my...

Honestly.

You fuck your friends for all your needs.

And stay the course.

No, the universe ain`t yours.

Well, thanks for stopping this beating in my chest.

It`s easier now, and I`m happy like this.

Just like this.

Even though I ain`t coming back now,

I didn`t mean to seem as though

I was so ungrateful for for all you`ve done here.

Even though I ain`t coming back now,

I didn`t mean to seem as though

I was so ungreatful for for all you`ve done here.

For yanking out my...

If I could only see this.

If I could have one good reason.

All my feelings out of season.

Am I to thank for yanking out my...

Yanking out my... Yanking out my...

Feeling fine.

Let`s rip out yours instead of mine.

And all you need

Are several ways to watch me bleed.

Well, thanks for stopping this beating in my chest.

It`s easier now, and I`m happy like this.

Just like this.

Even though I ain`t coming back now,

I didn`t mean to seem as though

I was so ungrateful for for all you`ve done here.

Even though I ain`t coming back now,

I didn`t mean to seem as though

I was so ungrateful for for all you`ve done here.

For yanking out my...

For yanking out my...

idiots......
22:35 Dec 12 2009
Times Read: 578

the website:



http://www.paranominal.com/unexplained-phenomena/paranormal-activity/8173/has-anyone-noticed-an-increase-in-paranormal-activity-whenever-you-begin-research-in-that-area-fallen-angels.html







my response to the idiots on the website:



ok so far this all sounds like a bunch of hippie bullshit, sorry to be blunt but ya. ive had "paranormal" experiences since i was.... 6. i cant remember any further back due to ptsd. for those who dont know, ptsd "post traumatic stress disorder" kinda tends to make u forget the really bad stuff. hence the reason i cant remember anything before i was 6. im now 17,so i got experience out the wahzoo. yeash i hate that saying, anyways.... yes theres good and bad sides, no you shouldnt go looking for it, yes they will eat you if you let them get close enough, dont believe me check out lost tapes on animal planet sometime. and if you think theres more good than bad your an idiot. yes im being harsh, and i apolo.... yea no. ive found the only way to get this through peoples heads is to be very blunt, honest, and even mean about the truth. there is truth in nearly every myth and legend youve ever heard, and there are scary things that go bump in the night. the best part is usually they wont bother you if you dont bother them first, except the territorial ones, theyll eat you just for being in the area. and if they cant eat you they will make your life very miserable. are we seeing a trend yet? you are food to these things, and dont kid yourself into thinking they cant hurt you, they can, they will, and they enjoy it. investigate all you like, idiot with the "i believe they are just good little misunderstood fallen angels" complex, keep it up and you wont live very long. ive learned first hand just how bad they are, and i even have a natural defense on my side, i still have had too many close calls for my liking. take it from a veteran in this area, just let it be. if they want you to know about them, they will make themselves known. but once they do you cant just run scared and change your mind... cuz they wont go away again. once youve been acknowledged you cant be forgotten, basically they leave a scent on you that tells the others that you know and are therefore free game to fuck with. that could be the scary feeling you were talking about, i think its mostly just warning you that youre not ready and you wont like it, probably a dead family member or something. cuz if it were a creature from any one of the parallel universes surrounding us, well youd have a whole hell of alot to research. and none of it would be pleasant. its not all fun and games, its serious, im talking life and death. and unless you were born into it, you dont have a chance in hell. i was unlucky enough to be born into it, which is why im so resentful to those like you who still think its all fun and games. knowing the truth isnt all that, its dangerous, deadly, and terrifying. that is if you live through it. im sorry i have to burst your little fluffy bubble like this but id rather you think im a bitch than have your death on my conscience when i couldve warned you. feel free to messsage me on the subject, my email wont work, but i have an account on vampirerave.com under Nightfire. feel free to check out my profile. you might find something interesting. warning, im just as brutally honest on there tho. if you have any questions, make an account and ask me. kindly say i referred you tho, that way it will be easier for me to help you out with the site. if you want to reserch the paranormal, do it the safe way, ask the were-wolves, witches, and vampires on vampirerave.com. they can tell you first hand knowledge, but they will have you kicked off if your rude or mean to them, so be nice. and for gods-sake dont learn from my example. well ive said what i wanted to say, not all of it but most of it, and i should probably be leaving now.





i tried to be nice, but i dont think i quite pulled it off. thats probably why they wouldnt accept my response eh? anyway click on the link have a laugh or get some ideas, and plez comment. i'd like to know if anyone thinks i was too harsh on them.