how is everyone i meet as jerks.... the only real friends i have are in my dreams no one would really care if i lived or if i died.... my mother about once a month disowns me or curses me out.. my husband doesnt cant that we are living off his mom and uncle *dont ask on that one* he wont get out and get a better job so we can live on our own yes we have our own place but its not home its basically like living with his mom but shes not in our side all the time my mom well thats a long ass story on its own if i ever leave my husband which if things keep going this way i might i'm going lesbian every guy i have ever know supt so guy friends are asses plan and simple they lie they cheat and backstab sure women can to but not like men can...... i threw with this world i just want a place where my mother isnt disowning me men are jackasses and my friends dont call me when i'm the last person on their list.... nobody cares is wat i see... i see a world that if u are lying cheating or backstabbing then ur not good enough for anything or anyone..... well i'm done with this entry i know no one ever reads mine so i dont know why i bother but oh well i'm sure something will happen
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SleeperKing27
08:43 May 19 2011
well
I have read it!!
being in love is a fools errand in my book..
you seem stronger and wiser than that.
you will persevere!