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She grimaced lightly, her arms pinned to her side by the friend above her." Let me up Aaron, seriously I'm not into playing any games with you right now." Not really wanting to be touched by him, too long had the memories of the past stirred in her heart, leading her down the wrong paths at times.



A small chuckle escaped his lips as his blue eyes looked down at her," Come on Sam, you know you want to let her out and play. Why won't you play with us Sam? You've never even attempted. You're letting what you have waste away when you have something that others would crave for."



"I don't care Aaron, I'm not playing this game with you. I'm not playing; period. Get that through you're head. Now, let me up." She struggled underneath the full force of his weight, feeling his muscles move slightly to restrain her more. She turned her head, refusing to look at him and closed her eyes, withholding what he wanted to the surface. He leaned down slowly, putting his mouth to her ear as he whispered," She wants to play, why won't you let her out? What scares you about her?"



Sam clenched her teeth, refusing still to look at him or respond. He didn't know, would never know. She'd never let that side of her out, never let the other person bubble and froth to the top. She couldn't, it would ruin everything, or so it seemed to her. Aaron wanted something she could never give to them. Could never give to Donny, or him. JJ, she didn't care about he didn't really register to her. And in its own way it was wrong of her to think like that. But too many discrepancies had happened with JJ to mark him as no longer a part of her.



"Aaron, I'm asking you once more, Get off me NOW." The last word she bellowed at him, not really caring if anyone heard her or not. She struggled more this time, feeling his nails bite into her wrists as he leaned down more, forcing it to where she could barely move along with barely breath." You'll never understand Aaron so why don't we just drop this and let it go. You guys can go and have you're fun, and I'll do what I normally do, sit on the sidelines. Just drop it its not worth anyone's effort. And Get off me. I'm not joking Aaron, let me go and get the hell off of me." She glared up at him, her breath puffing out in anger at being held immobile. It wasn't that she feared it, she just hated certain people having control over her actions, him being one of those people.



She hated how he could manipulate her with just a few words, hated how she couldn't seem to say no to him or anything along those lines. She always fucked up while around him, always succumbed and became what he wanted her to be. Sorely because of her heart. She allowed it to lead her into destruction every time she was around him. Every time that he came over or was near her, she floundered miserably. It wasn't so much as she was weak, it was just that… she wanted him to love her the way she loved him. Something he would never return but never told her either. Well in his own ways he did but she was too naïve to even realize it at the time. But as the years progressed, she tried steeling her heart away so she didn't have to worry about anything with him.

****To be continued****