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Well lets see, what is there to say? Oh that well it seems like something is happening that I don't know how to handle, to say the least. I won't get into details, this is something for me to be able to look back and remember what it was. My boyfriend, I was talking to him and he knows about it and was pushing me, trying to get me to do something that I didn't want to. Its not a bad thing in a manner of speaking, its not wrong. I just refused to do what he was saying to a friend of mine. And once more, it wasn't wrong, I know what he was trying to do to tell you the truth, but it seems like what he was doing almost worked totally. I almost lost myself in those feelings, and for about 3 minutes, I did loose myself. God it felt good but when I came around it felt wrong and I just, I just don't know what to do anymore about this. Should I or not? I don't like willing things, but god.. HELP.