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Long night..
11:23 Nov 26 2014
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Hello again members of VR,

It's just me again.. So last night was horrible.

All day Shawn and I fought about stupid stuff..

First it was because his parents tried forcing him

To them them use his car.. And he needed up not letting them.

Then it was just carried out.. He came to get his things..

As always I tried to stop him.. And I couldn't.

He took mostly all his stuff and left.. And it really hurt Me.

After that.. We fought more then he said he would come back..

2 seconds after he says he can't he has to work.. Remember it's only like 9 at night.. So no reason he would be at work..

Then after I get upset about it.. He fights more..

We fight more..

After all of this.. I begged him to come back..

He said no over and over.. Then finally gave in.

I told him I needed him, which I did/do.

And I told him how sorry I was for all this crap.

It's was about 1 am when he got to my house..

He had to be up at 4.. And didn't get up till 5

Then again.. His mom is forcing him to let her use his car.



(back story)



His mom cheated on his dad recently..

So the guy she cheated on with ended up fighting his dad.

After it was all said and done.. His mom was threatened by the guys gf that she's cheated on him with..

Yesterday morning.. Both his mom and dad's tires are slashed.



His parents always have to borrow and use his things.

They always need him for something.

He is tired of it and so am I..

It bothers me seeing him do everything they ask,

But when he asks they never do anything to help him.



After crying till I saw him again and hitting the wall..

I feel so much better since he came back..

Nothing else matters.



-N

Well then.. You don't know what a cunt is..
19:53 Nov 17 2014
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Nov 17 2014



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THEN FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING CUNT



On 19:42:21 Nov 17 2014 (-0 GMT) Niemand wrote:





Well go say that to someone else.

I don't know you. Goodbye.



-N



On 19:02:13 Nov 17 2014 (-0 GMT) genocide79 wrote:



hey hon im pissing a lot of people off today this woman said I don't want to know about your butt buddies I should of said then why the fuck did you ask me because she did ask me











Darling, you message me some crazy shit ..

Why would I want to talk to you after that.

I'm glad I have you blocked now..

I'm done with little boys on this site.

I'm taken to begin with.. And I don't need

Male friends for any reason other then me wating

To talk.. So I don't care if this bothers you.

I don't care if I hurt your feelings..

Your a dick buddy and you deserve

To have everyone pissed off at you

With the way your acting...



-N

OldJournal 08/22
12:59 Nov 17 2014
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Therapy

19:28:31 - Aug 22 2014

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Wow, so I never talk much about this therapy thing I'm trying..

So today was my 3rd time but I honestly have talked my mouth off..

This lady knows my life story already.. Good right?



So today we were talking g as usual and something led to us talking about my mom.. She said that I always seem to bring her up in it..

I find it weird because I go to therapy because of my dad passing away yet.. I'm talking about how my mom thinks so low of herself.. And how I think she's a great mom for raising two girls alone in the city.. She's done a lot and means so much to me..



I know this is random.. But I really the need to be



-N

my past 3 days
13:14 Nov 13 2014
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Hey people of VR,



So I tend not to talk about my relationships with people..

But the last few days have been tough and I am glad I survived..

The the boyfriend and I have been fighting quite a lot lately..

last night was probably the worst of it though..

then again yesterday or the day before was pretty bad,

seeing as a dislocated two fingers..by punching a wall.

I have anger issues. anyway last night was the first time that we didn't sleep together after we fight.

it was really weird I don't ever want to do that again I've never felt so empty and alone in my bed.

honestly he's all I really need in life so I don't get why I act I do sometimes towards him.





-N

New kitty
17:25 Nov 11 2014
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Hello again everyone,

This is N.. How have you all been?



I, myself.. Have gotten a new pet.. Her name is Sofie :)

We are guessing she's about 8 months old..

While my boyfriend was at work Sunday, he found her.

She was skinny and chasing him around after he gave her some food. So.. He called me and told me about her. Of course I took this poor little girl in.. Granted I have another cat.

Poe, he's about a year.. He's never really saw another cat before other then out the window.. He seems more curious then aggressive.. But Sofie on the other hand.. She growls when he approaches her. Yet he does a playful meow and soft meow.. It's weird it's like he's trying to let her know he wants to say hi lol but she doesn't seem interested.. They don't fight.. She just doesn't like him near her. I figure this is because of her being outside to fend for herself and such.. Maine she's afraid still. Anyway.. I'm excited and I'll tell you all how it goes.



-N



Sofie :)

... People on this site
14:52 Nov 07 2014
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The longer I am here.. The more I have learned.

And so far.. All I know is to trust no one.

People will act nice.. Yet say shit about you.



Everyone here seems manipulative and only about themselves.

Yes this is directed at a few people.. But I'm not using names.



Also.. I love all the journals about me..

Good or bad.. You apparently can't the drama at bay. :) but that's fine..





I am here for the few that I actually like.



Anyway.. Thanks for reading..



-N

The things people say..
12:07 Nov 07 2014
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Honestly.. I have dealt with a lot in the past month.

But today.. I just don't know how to handle it..

People say some really ridiculous comments..



"if your gay I don't like you, if your a lesbian I love you"



Like the person who said this.. Like judgmental much.

You say girls can by gay.. And that's fine but if a guy is your going to automatically hate him... Honestly people what the fuck is the world coming to..



Also!



TO ANYONE WHO HAD TO DEAL WITH MY ATTITUDE YESTERDAY.. I'M SORRY BUT ALOT WAS HAPPENING.



I want to make a specific apology to DarknessFound

You were only trying to be nice and warn me..

And I snapped thinking you were just starting more drama.

Blocking you was stupid and I should have just ignored your message if I didn't like it. Anyway.. I'm very sorry about that.



Oh, and..



I may be bouncing around coven's for a bit..

Long story about that.. Don't ask don't wanna explain it all.



Anyway.. Was great seeing you.

Blessed Be



-N

Snow in November
14:15 Nov 03 2014
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Hey guys,

So.. Just the other day we had our first snow.

Usually I am completely against it snowing..

I hate the cold.. I hate being cold.. But.. I like snow.

I used to have to walk all the way to school in it..

Thank God that's finally done with..



Anyway it snowed the other day.

Not alot to to stick on the ground.

But it did snow.



Snow snow snow snow

Snow snow snow

Snow snow

Snow



Lol it was weird. . I still wish it was warm out lol.