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I sit here thinking about what the past year has taught me and what the new year should bring me. Again...it has been a tough year, but I honestly don't expect it to get any easier. I have learned to fight harder and dirtier....I have learned to keep my enemies much closer to keep a better eye on them....I have learned that some folks have way too damn much time on their hands and enjoy meddling way too much...I've seen good friends brought down by this meddling and it pisses me off to depths i've never known....I don't really worry about that though....their's is coming....So where does that leave me for the new year? I suppose I should be a more forgiving person, and should strive to be the best friend possible to those considered friends. But I think I should also resolve to be a better enemy....i've grown a bit soft in my age and that has to stop. Well enough of my rambling and have a Happy New Year!

Well....looks like I have neglected my journal. I am so attuned to keeping everything inside that I have alot of difficulty writing it down. Not too much to report lately though, so thats good. Probably too much going on in my head to let out at this point, so i'll just slide on out of here now.......

Boy do I have some nice inlaws......scares me to turn my back on them and I am not normally scared of anyone.....don't you just love people who are all loving and smiles to your face and then when you talk to someone you mutually know you find out all the good lies that are being told about you????? That should tell you what type of weekend I had.

Hi........I still hate writing in journals, but I'll keep trying......back at work.....and way too damn busy to keep up with my new VR addiction. I love this place!