Its been awhile...
05:43 Oct 07 2021
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So, its been awhile since I was last on here. Not much has changed I see and I have been lurking on and off with the site and checking journals as well. There has been A LOT that has happened with me to start with, though, I am pretty sure, majority of you probably don't care. Anyways. So, its been a year since my hospitalization in the psych ward, and honestly, I am literally proud of myself on how far I have come. Having Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety, PTSD and ADHD isn't easy. Sometime, two of them seem to mix, especially when I get frustrated or even stressed out with work. I did, actually, due to those events above, lose custody of my now 4yr old son. I mean, those things do happen, and I have been healing in the process and finding myself again as well. Its been a rough road, but I am literally happy that I have made it through the year. I have my own car and place as well. I'm still holding the same job and have been helping and watching out for me as well.
Now, I wanted to personally apologize to LadyBloodMoon. I have been thinking about you and the others on and off and wonder how you all have been as well. I know, that I was completely in the wrong back then and what I was doing and what not as well. I should have literally, kept my mouth shut and listened to you in the long run. I really am sorry, that things fell apart between the two of us and I am so sorry, I broke a lot of rules as well. I do feel bad, that's for sure. Anyways. I also wanted to apologize to the rest of the house as well. I shouldn't have turned my back on you all, especially when you all tried to help me as well.
Anywho. Jackson is now 4yrs old and is in Headstart as well. My baby is getting so big and I am so happy and proud of him as well! I've been managing with seeing him on the weekends, well, Saturday, when I'm not working. I mostly sleep, now during the day, since my work schedule has changed for the better as well. There are ups and downs, especially with my depression and anxiety, but I do manage to make it through.
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