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Things have been really different lately. My fiance and I go from it just being us, to having a roommate in a 1 bedroom apartment. For now, he crashes on the couch. Also, my fiance got me a Ferret for Valentine's day as well!!!! Her name is Freya. Yes, from Norse Mythology and FF IX as well. I love my little fur baby and its so nice to have one again as well. My fiance is the best thing that has happened to me since my son. So, in other news, back in February, I managed to sprain my ankle pretty good. At first, we thought it was a Talus Fracture, turned out to be a really bad sprain in the end. Man, being in a walking boot for two weeks sucked, along with being back in the Fitting Room over in Apparel. I seriously thought I was going to lose my ever loving mind. Oh, so, two more friends moved away over the past two months as well. I keep losing friends,even though I have them on Facebook, its not the same as having them here. Goofy Note, CAPRI SUNS ARE LIFE! Lmao. I've also gotten back into college basketball and literally startled the mess out of our roommate when UNC won against UCLA last night as well. LMAO!!! It was pretty epic. My fiance merely laughed at me for being so happy about the win. UNC is in the Elite 8 now and I am literally hoping they go all the way at this point.

Work is basically work. I'm working in Online Grocery Pick up/ Online Delivery Pick Up (OGP/OPD). I freaking love it though! It keeps my mind from wandering and what not. Let's see, oh! The new Skillet Album is hella amazing along with Avril's new album as well! Oh!!! So, my fiance and I are going to tie the knot in May :D !!!!

We decided to do a court house wedding, due to funds being a bit tight. So, we decided to do the ceremony next year when we have some money saved up and not scrapping by. Though, with the way gas prices are here, I'm not even sure if it will happen. As far as next year goes. I'm just over the political shit and war stuff to be honest.

I know this journal is all over the place. My thoughts are basically like that as well. The depression has been good, my anxiety has been the main focus on a lot of things lately. Last week, I had an anxiety attack at work, while doing a pick run (shopping for a customer order) and what not. It was literally H E L L. I couldn't breath for at least 10 minutes and had forgotten my fidget spinner as well. I can't even remember where that thing is either. Ugh. Makes me mad, that I managed to misplace something like that when it comes to helping my anxiety.

Also, I don't mind being at our Walmart plus table, but for crying out loud, I have anxiety and social anxiety. I get crazy nervous around too many customers and start talking too fast as well. I know I am super upbeat and friendly when it comes to people, but I have learned, I am more of the behind the scenes kind of person at this point. Dispensing in OGP (Online Grocery Pickup) is something I LOVE doing. One on one with the customers and what not. Not so many at a time to be honest.

I haven't seen my son for at least 4 weeks now, due to this ankle injury as well. I don't wanna over do it, especially if I'm not ready to run and chase him around at the park. The weather is FINALLY nice here. So, hopefully, next Saturday, I will be able to see my kiddo and be ready to chase him around as well.