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I've been offline for awhile and I've been dealing with other issues once more. Shocker right? Nah...Not really. I honestly haven't been in the mood to be on here or even IMVU. I've been more interested in reading and playing Final Fantasy Opera Omnia on my phone. I just don't feel the same about certain things anymore, but that could be due to me running out of one of my medications that keep me stable for the most part. I'm nearly out of my main one at this point and my husband and I are both scared as to how my body will react with me being off of the medications. There is that slight fear of me relapsing and going back into the Psych Ward to have to go through the process all over again, and then, I feel a bit more confident in myself as well though. I've been reading, reaching out to people, coloring, playing video games and playing with the ferrets as well. I mean, I did have to deal with some more issues when it came to the former podcast I was part of, but it seems like that has settled down as well at this point. I've been doing my best to lay low off of major social media platforms as well. I did finish Earth Called by PC Cast and now, I am currently reading Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros. The book is AMAZING so far. It definitely has me pulled in. I'm also anticipating the next book in that series as well. It comes out November 7th! I'm literally excited about reading the next book! Books have been a major source of escape and an outlet lately as well. I'm just overall relaxed when I read. I got through 11 chapters of the book yesterday and I plan on sitting down and reading more once the ferrets decide to knock out. Which, we have been letting them out and they have had so much energy and what not! It literally makes me smile! Our new little boy has adapted well and I am so happy about that as well!

So somehow last night, I managed to pull a muscle in my lower back. My husband and I are literally baffled as to how I did it. All I know is, that I was playing with Freya last night and I might have twisted wrong, which caused me to pull the muscle in my lower back. So, my husband, while he is at work has basically said I am not allowed to do anything too strenuous that would further cause my back to hurt even more. I agreed. I basically put something in the cockpot. I had this dinner planned out and I was going to do, the tri-tip roast, rice, gravy and cheddar bay biscuits and greenbeans as well. I MIGHT be able to move around to do that still, it all just depends on how I feel after I have laid down or sat for awhile. So, I just plan on to play it by the hour and see how it goes. Especially with three little fur noodles running around as well.