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Today has been the hardest day for me of all days . Myself and my friends are trying to prevent someone from taking their own life as we speak. I'm breaking on the inside from this. My heart aches worse than it has in awhile and I don't want to lose such an amazing and goofy friend. I know what it feels like, to have someone feel like you aren't wanted, especially by your own parents. My mom and one of my step-fathers at the time did the exact same thing. I just, wish I could do more, rather than just talk to him...I wish I could be there for him in person, and hold him and tell him everything is alright, and that we are here for him and that we won't leave his side.

I wanna say a very much needed thank you to this Bunny! She has been so amazing and has been there for me! Thank you so much for the comments and helping and giving me advice when needed! You are truly amazing and love ya lots!

So far... I have made, Nachos alongside Tacos and Burritos. Which with my taco meat, I add fresh cilantro and onion and taco seasoning and cilantro to the re-fried beans as well.

Last night, was Steak Alfredo with Pesto and fresh parmesan cheese grated over it.

Tonight is my meatloaf which with the seasoning are, salt, pepper, oregano, garlic powder, onion powder, rosemary, panko and Italian seasoning as well. I'll end up making mashed potatoes and gravy with it and probably leave it at that as well.

Tomorrow will be a pot roast and I will throw some veggies in with it...

As for the next couple of days, I need to get more things as far as ingredients go. My husband has requested Chicken Marsala, so I have to grab items for that and some other dishes that I may try out over the next couple of weeks....


I'm also helping with our podcast script as well. I've been writing a lot on this episode and I just hope it turns out well too.

Yesterday and today have been....drama filled it seems like....I'm not even sure what to think of it. First it was on here and then now, today, it's within the podcast group. It's over someone blocking another person on tiktok. Instead of handling it calmly, the person became enraged rather quickly and me, being who I am, stepped in to play peace keeper at this point. I basically said several things that the group had agreed with...Just now...I...I'm probably just gonna remain quiet again and observe or whatever...These are the things I said.....


Yes, let's get to the bottom of this and do it quickly. Also, you all need to realize this as well. We have two new members and they are walking in on this, confused as ever as well. This is not what new members need to be exposed to within the podcast group. This is why we have the meeting chat as well, to discuss these problems, that way, we keep the drama from this chat out, especially with our two new members. We do not, need to have them see us in a bad light, just because something like this happens with another person within the group.



I've been in my head and observing a lot of what we do, especially within the group and all. I may not say much, unless needed, but I do want to say this while it's fresh and on my mind. The more we fight and argue amongst ourselves, the more difficult things will be. Yes, we will all disagree on things, but the way we handle it, instead of fighting and arguing, we need to talk it out, like the adults we are and come to either a compromise on things or agree to disagree.


I don't wanna walk over Rachel on this....These are just thoughts and what not...I...I tend to play peacekeeper a lot between us all and I just want us to have fun writing, recording and doing having fun altogether in general. I hate it when I see drama within our group. That's what tends to break friendships up the most and egos and personalities. I don't want that to happen to us....




If it seems like these are...Logical...then cool...At this point, I'm not even sure what to think anymore when it comes to this podcast group. So much has happened within the group and the drama has been so... unreal so to speak....