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This morning the youngest brother of my fallen friend brought over some items that he thought I would like, or be able to use. Although this was extremely touching they are just another reminder of how I will never hear his voice, touch his face or feel his arms around me……………..sigh

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xIronKnightx
04:50 May 20 2009

i have been there and i know the mixed feelings that those items can cause

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A week ago I had so much to say............now I cannot find the words.

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Lordpeace
23:31 Apr 28 2009

you need only have the muse touch you and her touch only lasts a while we all have periods where we can say so much and others where words fail us

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Did I ever tell you that I am a Gemini? No secret since I stated my birthday in my profile …… excluding the year of course. I have been thinking about this duality a lot recently. Much of my thoughts, options and feelings are two sided. Usually I consider this a valuable asset since it allows me to see all sides of things but lately it has been more of a hindrance. Even now, as I write this, I am of two minds of what to say.



I have fought a long time to suppress the darkness that often clouds my thoughts. Through the years I have worked to be a better being, love more, laugh more, help more. Now I wonder why or more importantly should I. Are we not always hearing about balance? I am not saying that I will give in to the dark only just to embrace it as another part of who I really am………….

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Lordpeace
23:29 Apr 28 2009

smiles you are gemini one side of mercury

perhaps you should embrace that side

i am virgo - gemini rising, both sides of mercury

i must embrace bothe sides as well as my ariean moon my mars ruler it makes life interesting

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I am so angry at you. You knew what this would do to us..........



You selfish bastard. I hope that you can see and hear all of us because I have a lot of things that I want to say but am never going to get the chance to.



You knew you could have come here, the door was always open. Why did you not come????



We told you there was nothing to be sorry for.............................................



well until now.

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Lordpeace
13:00 Apr 19 2009

have had a similar non conversation lately hers was a mental suicide

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While navigating around the rave I decided to go back to some profiles that I was too intimidated to rate at first (they were just too good). As I scrolled down to the bottom where others left their marks I was shocked to see the first negative comment. Now I know that I am only a Mosquito and that I certainly have not been here long enough to truly have a valuable insight but I was feeling hopeful that there was one small corner of the world where we did not try to bring each other down. Additionally this person’s profile is WONDERFUL and they have volunteered much of their time to helping poor souls (such as myself) improve their own profiles.



It angers me so much that someone would do this! Stupid thing to get worked up over I know but I cannot help it. Believing in Karma as I do I went to this miscreants profile and gave them a 1. It is the only justice that can give out.



However - the negative commentator better never meet me in a dark alley…………………….

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Lordpeace
13:02 Apr 19 2009

i understanmd i have a list of those who did that and didnt give a good reason i try never to do it

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"Life is pain princess....anyone who says differently is selling something"



"What good is survival if you don't like what you have become?"



"Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future"



"Sometimes we must leave our safe places and walk empty handed among our enemies"

Do I lack the strength to walk away. Why do I let so few in? I admire those that have so many around them and find myself often wondering how they do it. How do they prevent themselves from being hurt? Why can I not trust.....

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xXSeductiveXLustXx
00:26 Apr 04 2009

I often wonder the same...

Hurt can not be avoided, in fact, it should be expected...

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Lordpeace
05:27 Apr 04 2009

if they love you admire you trust you then there is no pain

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..it is all a lie?

..the devil is the real hero of the story?

..the devil is the good one and it is god who is evil?



I have a feeling that I am right.

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Dragonrouge
11:05 Apr 25 2009

I was searching for the light, but one day I discovered I`m the Dragon and George is the Saint!



The Nature is very funny, but I doubt that is another name for God.

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I remember questioning one of my sages about the battle of good and evil. I cannot quite recall what we were talking about or why I even asked the question but I do remember his answer.



“I try not to think about it as good and evil I prefer them and us.”



Lately I have been pondering this question and its answer. Lately I cannot shake the feeling that something is not right. “Obliviously” you are no doubt thinking. “The world has gone quite mad” However is seems to be something more than just the violence – it feels as if it is something deeper.



………….more to come.

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Dragonrouge
11:11 Apr 25 2009

You definitely want to see Lars Von Trier "Europa" (1991).There is a great discussion in the movie at the table about us and ....them.

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Dragonrouge
11:11 Apr 25 2009

You definitely want to see Lars Von Trier "Europa" (1991).There is a great discussion in the movie at the table about us and ....them.



http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0101829/

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