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Well yet again i've remembered to post here ... this has got to be the longest running journal i've done ... still don't know if anyone is reading but oh well, thats life.



Well lets see what have i done today ... nothing ... followed by nothing ... a bit more nothing .... oh then dinner with father, was painful, but thats expected ... then home again to do nothing.



Kinda lonely atm, both my mother and sister have b/f's atm leaving me as the only one without attachment ... oh well again such is life

Well up to my third day here, and made it to shadow ... YAY let the biteing comence .... well im waiting .... lol naa just kidding ya.



Well after much diliberation im still not sure weither to put the next chapter of my story up (or if i should put it in a portfolio instead)



if ya do read this and have read my first chapter please feel free to message me if ya want more (there is 5 more chapters up for grabs here folks)



well i guess thats it for now, just going to try and make random friends and do some chatting to fill up some time :)

wow a second consecutive post, either i plan on keeping this .... or im bored .... someone i think its the later.



Well so what did i do today ... nothing .... nothing .... watched anime ... and nothing.



I really need more people to chat to or more friends to go do stuff with seeing as most of my work is at night or on weekends.





Well i guess thats it for now

Well seeing as i've never really been able to keep a journal going i thought it was time to try again, guess I never kept the others going cause i was sure that I was pretty much talking to myself, and from what i can tell, talking to yourself about your own life in which you are already immerced is ticking off those little boxes to get closer to the funny farm (not that i haven't already ticked off enough as it is :D)



Hmm so what am i doing with my life at this time, well, looking for work, looking for friends, looking for anyone really to fill up my nights of nothingness.



Being a qualified Sound and Lighting tech doesn't seem to get you much work to start with, so when i've got 25 days of the month free of anything life can get monotonus.



Hmm also need to find my muse, she's run away and i can't find her, which sucks cause i've got stories that need completeing.



Well i guess thats enough for one day, well post, hope i didn't bore anyone who was reading it :)