Oh, to vent...
02:44 Oct 15 2009
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Okay, so here's the scoop...I'm excessively busy. Between looking for a decent, well-paying, entry level job, trying to go back to school, and working on getting myself legal in the state of Indiana-or legal enough to drive a car and get my money from the bank-I have no time to deal with boyfriends, drama, or joining the Moose. I guess, I just wish people would get their heads out of there rears, or whatever poles are shoved up there, and take a step back to realize that...I'M WORKING ON GETTING MYSELF BACK UP ON MY FEET. I don't need another thing added to my plate...I'm loosening my jeans and stepping away from the buffet saying, "Stick a fork in me." So why is it that people don't get it? It's hard being a twenty year old woman with no degree, and no job, and still trying to smile. I didn't move here to be pushed and prodded to join the Women of the Moose. Yeah, I graduated from Mooseheart, but that does not mean that I need to join the Moose on my 21st birthday. That's something I really need to have the time to sit down, and weigh my options about.
It doesn't help that I have a boyfriend who, not only knows that I want to go back to school, but has the opportunity, and is blowing it, on top of him wanting to...wait, I'll stop, it's not really anything to talk about in public.
I would do anything-short of murdering a few people-to get back into school. I have said time and time again, that it does not matter how long it takes, I will complete my schooling. But the stress I'm going through at the moment, of trying to get everything straightened out, it's just too much to deal with if I am going to add a few more things onto my plate. I just...I wish people would realize that.
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