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One of those days:10:05 Jul 26 2008
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Have you ever had one of those days, you know...one of those days where you just feel like crying? Or where you just want to be a crab? Well...unfortunately...today was one of those days. First thing I did, after my roommate went to a Hootie and the Blowfish concert without me *pouts* was go into the garage with my pack of cigarettes, lit one up, and cried. Yes people, there's nothing more liberating than crying while you smoke. lol...nah...it's pitiful. I really had no idea why I did it, I was just royally pissed for some reason, and when I'm that mad, it's like my hormones are connected to my tear glands and out come the water works.
Getting Drunk and the After Affects.18:54 Jul 19 2008
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I hate getting drunk.
And yet I still do it. Why do you ask? Well, the first time was because my friends were doing it and I wanted to see what it was like. The second time was because I wanted to forget about my mom. The third time was an early celebration for my birthday {which I happened to be sick on} and the fourth time was because it was a cookout. Who doesn't drink at a cookout save for the kids?
So here I am, the morning after my fifth time getting drunk, and I feel like shit. Like I said, I hate getting drunk. When your in the midst of the stupor, it's alright you know? LIFE IS GOOD! But we all know what happens the morning after. Hangovers. I am pleased to say that I don't get those, however, I do get something that you could probably call a hangover of my own. I don't get the pounding headaches and the nausea and whatever else people get, no, my entire body goes all out of wack, and I feel like I'm going to fall, like I will move too slow to beable to do anything. And then there's this depression I get after I'm drunk. I start to think about how stupid I am, and how I could have hurt my friends the night before. But something else happens...the morning after I've gotten drunk, it's as though I'm a sour mood magnet.
Have you ever been in a room with someone and right as you walk in, you can just tell that it's tense, or that they are in a hurry to get away? That's how it was today. This morning. You see...a couple of days ago, my roommate had told me that she was going to see her boyfriend about an hour away. But she said she'd leave sometime in the afternoon, and so would have time, if I woke up early enough, to take me to the bank to cash my paycheck and then take me to get a bathing suit. She said she'd leave around one or two. But here I am, sitting in my room at 12:30 pm and my roommate's on her way. She only took me to the bank, and all morning it was as though she couldn't wait to get away from us. While I think it's good that she wants to see her boyfriend, she could at least try to say something or you know...not be in such a rush? Speeding at 55mph in a 35 zone is a dead giveaway that you want to get out, that you want to escape. And I can sorta understand. I can't tell you how many times I've wanted to escape and run into the arms of my love, but...I can't.
I guess I envy her. But this journal isn't about her...nope...it's about the effects of the morning after...however, I just realized that I don't really want to say much else, so I'll leave you to speculate as to how I am. |
DAY ONE OF THE WEEK-LONG WORK-FEST: COMPLETE!07:03 Jul 03 2008
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Yes that's right people. You heard it correctly! I am officially working for one week, no days off. That's SEVEN FRICKIN' DAYS STRAIGHT! T-T And...it's gonna be a blast! {sarcasm} So...for the next seven days....I'm going to try to bring you an update on how my day went and the state of my mind after each day. So here goes...THE WEEK-LONG WORK-FEST LOG BEGINS:
So...today was really busy. With it being the week leading up to the Fourth of July, the doctors are all trying to get their surgery appointments done quick so that they can have that day to themselves. And what does that mean for the food service {where I work}? ABSOLUTE MAYHEM! Yes..that's right people. Today was busy as hell...and yet...we still tried to make it as fun as was possible. It didn't matter that we got off at 8:30 p.m. instead of our usual 8:00. No sir! That didn't stop us one bit from cracking jokes and making tonight one big party. It's safe to say that my state of mind is sane at the moment. I'm a little loopy...but it's no big. I had to work on beverages today though. Blech...that kinda sucked. I'm not all that great at it, and I constantly slowed the people down, since I'm still being trained on it. So yeah...today was pretty good! YAY! |
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