IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!10:58 Feb 09 2009
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YAY! I'm finally 20! Now...what do I want to do for my birthday? Hrm...I'd want to go to IHOP (I haven't been there in so long) but it's sorta expensive. I know, that if my grandma will be up, I'll be spending all day with her-just in case I'm not online all day-but all that doesn't matter, what matters is that I'm finally 20! One more year until I can drink legally...^.^. I'm not sure if I should be celebrating that or not, but oh well! OH OH! I want a cake like this:
But I doubt that'll happen since that cake is probably like...excessively expensive. I'll settle for a nice big hug! *nod nod* Anyways, what I normally do on my birthday, is I tip my hat to those who've helped me through some tough times in the past year and I state what I'm grateful for. So here goes!
To
Lady Chordewa, who listened whenever I needed someone to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on, I thank you from the bottom of my heart!
To Cara (on Gaia) who became a mentor for me, and was there when I needed a calm force, I think you from the bottom of my heart.
To all of the crazy people in G.o.D. who made me smile, even on the days when I thought smiles weren't possible, I think you all so very much!
I'm grateful that I'm not sick this year.
I'm grateful that I got to live with my dad and get to know him as much as I have.
I'm grateful that we weren't evicted from our trailer, even when money was tight.
I'm grateful that my artistic talents have improved.
I'm grateful to my college roommate/best friend for sticking with me and helping me out, even after she found out I wasn't in college anymore.
And last but not least, I'm grateful for surviving this past year, and living to see the end of my teenage years!
So now...I'm going to blow out some candles:
The white candle for a pure, and tranquil new year, and for an open mind in the up coming year.
The black candle to pray that all negativity and anger and turmoil is washed away for the next year.
The red candle to pray that I at least have sex once with my lover, and of course for our love to grow, not just physically, but emotionally as well.
The purple candle in hopes that I will succeed in finding a good job, and saving up enough money to go back to school.
The gold candle in the hopes that our monetary problems, both myself and my father's, will get better.
The green candle in the hopes that we will be healthy in the next coming year, both myself and my family, along with AJ. Also that we will grow, both in our minds and our hearts.
The blue candle to pray for happiness, and inner peace for this next year to come.
The silver candle for reflection, on the past, and what I would like to do in the future. Also to pray that I can find my way in the next coming year, and figure out how to piece my life back together.
And finally, the yellow candle to pray that I will go back to school sometime soon, and that I will find a good job.
With that...I close out my birthday! Thank you to all who were there for me, I love you all! Have a pleasant day!
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