So for a while...I've been wanting to get a tattoo that was of my own creation. Then today I came up with a picture that I think would make an awesome tattoo. The wings are cut off, but that won't matter, it's an easy fix! Anywho...here it is!
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Okay, well...as some of you know...I have an account on Gaia. As you will probably see in any place, there are some sexist, racist, homophobic, and generally sick people there! Today when I logged on, I found a few messages in my inbox. Most of them were the normal messages from friends asking me how I'm dong and what not, but there were two that caught my attention and shook me up, I must say, pretty badly. You see, the one thing I cannot handle is mutilations. I'm alright with cadavers, that's a totally different story. But mutilations, the blatant disrespect of a human's body not involving scientific study or anything like that; something used for the sole purpose of making someone feel pain or to dismemberment of a living, breathing, being in the intent to seriously harm or kill them, that I cannot handle. It gives me nightmares everytime I see it. I've seen the Texas Chainsaw Massacre, and after seeing that, I couldn't sleep for a few days straight, the images stuck in my head. I'm telling you this because those two messages were exactly that. Pictures of mutilations: ONE OF THEM AN INFANT I MIGHT ADD repeated over and over and over again. On top of this PM was the message, "Lol, you asians/blacks/whites/jews/christians are such pathetic idiots." I must say, I was thuroughly shook up. I started to cry and shake. I actually started to hyperventilate and ran to the bathroom to throw up, after which I had a cigarette. I'm betting I won't get any sleep tonight just because of those images. If it sounds like I'm blowing this way out of proportion, I'm sorry, but to me....a person who is terrified of such things, I'm not. I can probably safely say that I'm a partially necrophobic because I fear things that are mutilated. People shouldn't be ripped apart. people shouldn't have their faces torn off or their chest cavities cut out. It's just not right. I got two kinds of messages with that shit on it...and I was shook up. Scared out of my wits. |
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Here...I'm going to give you some information on myself, so that you can see who I truly am! Anyone who reads this, keep in mind that I am doing this so that people can understand me better...it's a simple quiz type deal....that's all...! I will attempt to do this once a year so that people can keep track! YEAH! NAME: Tomisha Marlaina Bennett CURRENT AGE: 19 CURRENT WEIGHT: Pleasantly plump! CURRENT HEIGHT: 5'2.5". Yeah...I'm not all that tall! Teehee. NATURAL HAIR COLOUR: Mouse brown. Icky. CURRENT HAIR COLOUR: Black, with attempted highlights. EYE COLOUR: My eyes are many colours. Mostly they just look blue, and they change colour, but really, they are hazel, green, blue, grey and purple. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?: Yes I do. I can't see without them. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOUR?: I have three. My favorite colours are Lime Green, Purple, and Black. DO YOU OR HAVE YOU EVER PLAYED AN INSTRUMENT?: Yes...I play the clarinet. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A BAND?: Do School bands count? I was in the concert band all through elementary school, middle school, and high school. And now I'm a part of the Winds Ensemble at my college. DO YOU SMOKE?: Yes...I smoke. A lot when I have the cigarettes. DO YOU DRINK?: A little. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK?: My favorite drink has to be Dr. Pepper! WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?: Macaroni and Cheese! WHAT RELIGION ARE YOU?: Pagan, I'm learning Wicca, mostly solo since there is no coven here on campus. ANY PEIRCINGS OR TATTOOS?: I have four peircings, two in each of my ears. I'm hoping to get my eyebrow done and an industrial, but we'll see. As for tats: I don't have any, but I would like to get a yin-yang behind my left with a moon around it and stars going down my neck. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX?: No...but hopefully soon. T-T ARE YOU KINKY?: Pfft...wait...you're serious? I can be...but not normally. DO YOU LIKE PAIN?: I wouldn't say I like it, but I can tolerate certain levels of pain. DOES PAIN TURN YOU ON?: If I poked you with something so bad it hurt what would your reaction be: "OUCH THAT HURT" or "DO ME NOW!"? I'd say Ouch. WHAT ABOUT BONDAGE?: I don't like to be dominated...so it's outta the picture. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ART?: Starry Night by Vincent Van Gogh. DO YOU DRAW?: Yes...I actually draw anime. My artwork is in both my profile and my portfolio. WHAT LANGUAGES DO YOU SPEAK?: I speak English and I'm learning Japanese. WELL..THAT'S ABOUT ALL PEOPLE! Any questions for me, feel free to send me a message. I'll decide whether or not it's too personal to answer. If it is...I'll simply ask you to ask another question. Thanks for the time! Toodles! |
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