He broke it off with me so he could get his things in order officially, and he said 'it wasn't fair to you as it was to me. I'm trying to be civil about it, unlike you were.'
Yeah, well when you're scared, out of money and out of options, you leave. THAT is what I did.
Just..... gah, I need some love and affection magick my way, badly.
This heartache, and need of him, want of him-- to BE with him, is tearing me apart.
I'ev been p since 7 am, and am nearly at my zero hour. I want to go to sleep, or get my school stuff in order-- but I can't at 2 am.
I'm hoping something will wash over me, make me feel welcome and I won't have to worry for tonight.
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