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well , , , the second donor is a no go , only due to the fact they are deeply obsessed with wanting more than just intimate meetings , this is not acceptable for me and so I will keep this one at arms reach .



donor three , is a pleasure to be with , and is extremely open to my touch , this donor is very suitable .



Blessings to you from a happy vamp today ,

Today is the day I start to learn my nature and how to feed , you might think I should have known how if I am a natural born , but , sadly I didn't have anyone to let me know of guide me , so at the ripe age of 41 , I am beginning and today was my first *Intentional Feed* , and wow!! , I got drunk lol .



I have been doing some reading , and have now fully understood why I would get sick a lot ,before now , I didn't understand what my true nature was , I knew I was a vampire , but not to the fullest knowing of just how naturally I am Vampire .



I am now in the process of collecting a pool of donors , I am also explaining to them what I am and asking if they are wiling to be my donor so that I don't get sick any more , I have one for sure that I initiated today and un knowning , he knew , and this is why I am so drawn to him , this is okay and he is wiling ,



this evening I am now in the process of initiating another donor ,



I feel alive for once , knowing exactly what I am doing and also knowing that I need to take care of my donors and keep them safe at all times .



I am a happy vamp ;) , Xoxoxoxoxoxox ,

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Naomen
00:52 Sep 03 2013

The second donor I felt was going to be suitable , is now not , his emotional feelings to be with me 24/7 is not a suitable connection for me and so I will continue to keep this one at arms length ,

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