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I graduate in May. Then it's on to the university. I don't do enough writing for me because I'm too busy writing for history, sociology, and philosophy. I miss coming on here and visiting with people, not that I did it a lot, but there were a few I liked to talk to. But I worry I'll get lost in conversation and not get my homework done, or fall asleep in the middle of a conversation, so I come on and lurk and read journals, or look at videos people post, leave honor, and log off. It's a weird "I'm lonely, but I don't want to talk to anyone" kind of thing. It's also a "I shouldn't be wasting time on here, but I'm doing it anyway" thing.



Part of the problem is that I'm approaching another transition. More than one, actually, if all goes well with work study. I still have so much to do or find out before school starts, but everything is on hold while I finish my current classes. So I'm part terrified, part optimistic.



Maybe if I just bawl my eyes out for an hour or so, I'll feel better. Or not. I wish I could go on a walk now, but it would wake me up too much. I have to be up in the morning. Ugh.