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To be or Not17:19 Mar 29 2005
Times Read: 689
the reason for being is something we arent sure of
but the reason for existing is something we are searching for
just to be should never be good enough
to exist with meaning is something to strive for
never ending journey to find your purpose
saying to be or not be
is a falsified answer of being a live
but to be and not exist
is a falsified reason to live
well it can be a reason
in our lives searching for our reason of existing
to be will be
and that is thee undying truth of being
Mystique
What A Brother should be?
09:40 Mar 13 2005
Times Read: 693
WAS RITTEN ON JAN 15 1991
It always seem that people are againtst me
the world yells at me for no reason
And blame alot of things on me
The male figure only sees the outside of me
The part of me that is always rejoiceing
Hey.....
That perfect young woman with no problems
But as you know the inside of me is angery and hurt with so much pain
I smile to hold back my tears
I laugh to hold back from yelling
But as I turned to walk away from all this pain
and anger
My brother was there
He cared enough to see my anger and my pain
Alex was there in the good
But he was there the comfort me in bad
also when I need someone to lean on
My brother has always been there for me.
Now he has left me
but he has always shown me
What a brother should be.
Mystique
What a Father should be?
09:28 Mar 13 2005
Times Read: 694
A Father
should be a good man
A Father
should be wise
A Father
should tall and strong with laughter in his eyes
A Father
should be behind you
A Father
should be someone who always treat you fare
A Father
should be a hero
A Father
should come through
A Father
should be someone......
Just like you
Mystique
Wish to go Back in Time
09:14 Mar 13 2005
Times Read: 696
Time
has gone by wondering, thinging, wishing, and hoping
that life would be better for
one such as me
As I think of ways to end
my life
But.....
it is imposslible to do so
If I could go back in time
I clould change everything I wish to be done
If......
I has three wishes my first wish would be to go back in time to change,redo, to mutiply, to be able to remember the good things about my life.
But I can't go back
I must move on to make my future better then my past.
Mystique
07:47 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 701
Time after time again you see yourself
being hurt over and over no one
care for how you feel
people tell you one thing
but they do another
I don't like to let my wall down
you get hurt that way
I don't understand
how a man can be so cruel to a female
Why are there so disrespectful to a woman so
sensitive as me
How can this be?
How can this be that man can make a female
feel so bad
how can they make love to you then
say were nothing
why? why? why?
why are men this way?
what have we done to deserve
such pain and anger from men why?
Mystique
07:35 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 702
Stop!
Wall are closing in to trap me here for every
I cannot breath
No air
Oh God
What have I done to deserve this
Oh the pain it is coming from inside
Oh
I see it
I feel it
The pain is to much to take
Please make it stop
Stop it make this pain end
Mystique
07:18 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 703
As time moves the earth changes
with every light, darkness follows
Light only shine but for so long
But darkness covers for along time
Mystique
07:12 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 705
Time is slow when it comes to finding someone to love.
You have search high and low.
But nothing is there
No one to open their arms wide to you
To hold you
Caress you
People pass by with love in their eyes for someone else
But unlike you
You have no one to love
You feel lost and a shame to walk alone
You feel left out of a beautiful thing
But......
Most of all you are
Alone
Mystique
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