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What a way to start out the new year!....
18:27 Jan 06 2007
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I know that this may sound stupid. But then again I was stupid to believe that my best friend would go out with me. This has been eatting me up for a couple of days now. And I needed to vent.

Well it is like this, I wrote him a letter and send it to him. With all the sweets things you can think of that can go in a letter to someone who you fall for.

I have been holden back me feels for him for a while. And I made the biggest dumb move ever, Which was to tell how I felt and then ask him to be my boyfriend. And to see where it would go. Well I should have known that my bad luck of 06 was going to carry over in 07 too.

Why would I like that he even date me? Well he called when he got my letter and then he told me. The answer is no. I'm not right for a relationship. I would have taken that answer with all respect if I know that he was telling me the truth.

Come to fine out after he told me no, He asked this girl to be his girlfriend. Now How am I surpose to take that.

That is the biggest slap in my face. Well I know one thing I will never step out of my shell to ask anoher person to date me. I must be that ugly, that undatable that my own friend would do something like that.

Already 07 is fucked up....