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Sometimes things just are not worth the effort anymore. And ya know what ? I am just fine with that at this point. I value what is important and well people can think what they want.
I am having a great week with my son, and its going to be sad when I send him back on Saturday. But he knows that I love him and he is very much wanted here with me. After hearing what he had over heard, I just reassured him all week how much he is wanted and loved and missed all the time when he isn't here. He wants to be down here, he didn't/ doesn't want to go back. And I don't blame him.
Things are good right n ow, a bit hectic.... but all in all things are great. I will be the first to admit that I have made mistakes- but I know that and I am working to try and correct the thing that have been bad. And I don't care what anyone else thinks.
Tomarrow will be fun. Me and Alex are headed out with some friends and their kids to go to roller derby and then off to have a BBQ with said friends. So wse are going to make red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting and and sprinkles can't forget the sprinkles.
And then he heads back home on saturday. So i plan to spend as much time and do as many fun things as I can while he is here. It's going to suck when he has to go home, but in 2 more months he will be back.
Nothing irratates me more then making plans to do something and then that person just never showing up, or when they show up 3 hours after the time they are supposed to be some where. Oh well, rented some movies, Let me In and Piranha....
Ya those are also very irratating as well... So ya, Pirahna sucked, but I was bored and it was one of the only news movies left in the red box. Really wish I wasn't home alone.... :{
02:42 Apr 08 2011 Times Read: 718
Got a ton of stuff done today--- all rugs vacuumed and washed. All wasp attracting bushes chopped down. Kitchen floor scrubbed, bathroom scrubbed down. Flowers seeds started, replaced the light bulb on the porch, laundry and dishes all done..... time to relax finally... I am so going to be feeling this all tomarrow, but I got out in the sun and it felt good today. Back to taking my early morning walks. I want to get back up to 4 miles a day of walking.
Nearly 8 more days and alex will be here.... I am sooooo excited. This weekend I will do his room. I would like to paint, but we shall see. Maybe I can get some people to come over and help me paint his room. New couch should be here next week some time.
Have to go grocery shopping tomarrow and stock up on the things alex likes.
To say that I am a very predictable person, would be the farthest thing from the truth. My mind is always going and when given too much time on my own, I get all sorts of crazy ideas in my head.
I had a friend do a complete astrological chart on me the other day. She told me I have idle hands and well everyone knows that idle hands are the Devils Tools.
Most of the time I am on the fence about a lot of things.And most that know me will tell you that if I am quiet, it is never a good thing, and generally there is some sort of chaos on the horizon.
This past year has been a complete roller coaster ride. And when it rained it poured. My trips to NY always made me feel so much anger when I got back home. I have a complete different prospective on what family is now.
Family is not always the family you were born into. It is rather those people in your life that are always there for you. And it doesn't matter where they live, down the road or across the pond.
I am closer with people that I have never met in person then people that I grew up with.
I may not always do what people think I am going to do, generally I will do just the opposite. There isn't always a rhyme or reason for the way I do things.
I hear the phrase about a person having a cold heart that was fed by hate. And never have I ever felt as much hatred for a person, as I do for my ex. I just ask my self all the time what the fuck was I thinking??? Soon enough he will be getting a nice dish of the bullshit he deserves, and if Karma was given just a tiny push so be it.
I always assume everyone is going to stay long and hurt myself wen they leave ...
06:52 Apr 05 2011 Times Read: 740
Wow - I got out of the house tonight and went out with my friend Alison to her friend KC's house .
It's nice to meet a fellow pagan and one that also has a lot of the same interests that i do, and she partakes in the all natural methods lol
She lives in an A frame house in the middle of some mountains in a hollow called bears cove or something like that. SHe drives a VW Van and thats just awesome, shes definitly a hippie and is very into astrology and numerology.
She wanted me to stay lol It nice to be able to talk to someone for hours about your interests that you share.
lol @ Thoth, hmm well, yes marshmallows are always great especially when I can roast them and then whip them at my ex while they are still hot and melting .... =}~
I guess the joke was always on you. When I hear this song it just reminds me how much I hate you and at the end when he is on fire is how I invision you burning in hell for all that you do.
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VB
13:28 May 13 2011
Hang in there. Your a great person.