Not only does September mark my now 6th year of surviving the "Great Kidney Stone of '07" I now have another traumatizing life even to add to this month.
A year ago today my mother completely lost her shit... No really she went absolutely crazy.
It went from mild paranoia to full blown mayor of crazy town in about 3 hours.
I knew there was something bothering her for days before hand but I didn't expect things to completely fall apart as they did...
I'll never ever forget coming home from my first day at my new job to find the front door wide open the dog FREAKING OUT in his kennel and my mother.... gone. Just gone.
Turns out she walked the 5 miles (with no sidewalk) to a local church where she used to play in the Bell Choir.
I will NEVER forgive the IDIOTS there who didn't think to call her family or someone to help her. She was CLEARLY mentally unstable and in need of professional care.
~ I won't even get into my problems with religion and the church here... that rant could go on for decades.
I was lucky she answered the phone and even had it with her. When I finally picked her up it was painfully obvious she needed to see someone right away.
I then spent the next 4 hours trying to figure out what to do and find someone to see her. Meanwhile, she spent her time berating me with the worst things to say possible.
Imagine the worst things you could possibly think about yourself. The deepest and darkest parts of your soul. The stuff you never voice out loud to anyone. The stuff you don't even put into writing for fear it would be true.
Imagine all of that then come to find out your mother, the one person in the world who is by very definition supposed to love you unconditionally, not only thinks those things as well but then spits them at you like venom.
Finally, I managed to find a psychiatrist who could see her immediately. He spent over an hour and a half with her and prescribed her a few things to help her balance out.
It took months being on medication before she got back to a normal state of mind. She is going to be on a light dose probably for the rest of her life... but I (for one) can live with that. Much better on medication and sane than lost in crazytown.
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KynthiaLucian
23:44 Sep 22 2012
awwwww, keep us updated if you hear anything.
my baby is adopted from the pound, I always say that we saved her from Death Row, she had 2 weeks left.
so comforting to see other animal lovers out there!!!
big hugs Girly!