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Lately I have been feeling different, not so hopeless.
I guess this says it best. I know, Love? really but when you find it you have to hold on with both hands because it is like being blasted into antoher galexy altogher a place you never believed existed.
Today it started out like a warm yet over cast day. We had black out's so I went to Starbucks to realx and write/read. I had a Quad Shot Iced Macchito upside down with extra Ice and Extra Caramel. The caffine went straight to every nerve ending I have and I am now jittery and slightly unable to focus. I took a walk around the sMall (we call our town mall the small because it is small for a mall ) I get out of there and go over to Staples to grab a few things and when I come out we are in the middle of a flash Flood. I was all like oh boy I was lucky I was bringing home totes and I used the lid to one as a sheild from the rain but it didn't help the rain was comming in at a sideways angle I got soaked just from the store to the car. Driving home wasn't so fun and getting inside even more challanging but I am home however soaked dripping wet and this is why I hate the rain.
I don't feel like doing anything today I feel as if everything is just falling to pieces around me and I can't seem to stop it. part of me is saying I wonder if anyone would noticed if I just disappeared. I have no motivation today and I am so far passed frustration it's so not funny. If you are reading this and you care please say so because I am feeling like no one does right now. It's possible I am just feeling overloaded and there may be lots of people who do care but I don't see it you know how you can't see the Forest through the trees?
I most definitely would noticed if you just up and left us. Theres no way I could try to put it into words and still give it justice on how much I would miss you. I am here for you if you ever want to talk, I will always have an open ear for you.
Blackout
17:55 Sep 05 2012 Times Read: 502
So we were supposed to have a Blackout today but it was rescheduled to monday. So today I will be here but Monday you probably won't see me till late. Odd part is I wasn't sure what I am gonna do during the blackout I won't have any power sigh this is so annoying.
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