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I feel like a rag doll,

pulled this way,

pulled that way,

want to make you happy,

want to be what you need,

burning the candle at both ends,

what if I rip,

everything spills to the floor,

will you put me back together,

will you even want me then?

you came along, turned my world around,

I can't breathe without,

I can't be without you,

you know the song in my heart, you wrote every line,

now I can't sing with out you, I can't be without you,

You inspire my soul, you took the chaos and made it whole, there is just nothing I can do I just can't be without you.

when the tears fall, you hold me tight,

I can't breathe without you,

I don't wanna be without you,

in my darkest of days, you are my light,

I can't see without you,

no I can't be with out you

no love I just can't be without you

you change everything, I don't wanna be without you so darlin don't ever go away...

please don't leave me this way....

you are my now and always.

You think you broke me,

sorry no it takes more than you to bring me down,

yes I admitt it was pain,

yes you had me spinning in your web,

then my heart found me,

gave me power to move,

spread my wings,

break the darkness you had me in,

I am going to go on,

not going to give you what you want,

I am love I am the heart,

you speak of truth and yes it is clear,

but that's not truth it's judgement,

and this is not what holds me here,

you maybe a force one that some may not be able to reacon with,

but I am so much more,

you wanna burn me,

lets see what you've got,

because this last effort held me for a time ,

now I am stronger and ready for your fight,

you who cannot love,

you don't see what love gives you in return,

Father gave me a fire too and it is one that will always burn,

not in pain,

but with things you would not understand,

they will show me in radience,

even in the dark of night,

so go back to your corner,

I am not down for the count,

but when you come at em again,

be ready for a blow,

that is gonna knock you OUT!!!!!

Trying to wash the tear stains off my face,

you aren't here,

the pain is trying to put me in my place,

you aren't here,

I am starting to think her plan worked,

you aren't here,

you are giving her a way to hurt,

you aren't here,

I am starting to think you changed your mind,

you aren't here,

all the things running through my mind,

you aren't here,

I don't want it to be like this,

you aren't here,

what happened to the bliss,

you aren't here.

Things have been light,

the thrills never ending,

but I am here,

time for truth,

time to tear away,

all that is just fluff,

all that is just lipservice,

I am the Fire that burns up the debrie,

I am the storm that washes away the rest,

Till it shines and sparkles,

sometimes I will tear things that would best be left out of lite of day,

but it is best to all be known come what may,

so if you aren't ready,

then run and hide,

because I am the truth that won't be denied,

many see me as cruel,

perhaps I am,

sometimes truth can be painful,

or brutal in it's owh right,

but it's time,

and I am here tonight.

Today I am completely Sublime,

I have touched Heaven,

I've kissed an Angel,

could it get better than this?

I don't want to lose it,

I won't let it go,

oh to be Sublime,

there is nothing like it,

to be so happy you practicly glow,

my heart is so light ,

I could outshine the starts tonight,

Yes it is Sublime and I love it!

I drink my Coffee,

Wondering what the day will bring,

I will smile,

Even though I am going thru Hell,

I wish the coffee’s bitterness,

Could wash away the sweetness in my heart,

It’s getting cold already,

Just like the wind that blows,

I wish something could warm me,

Like when I warm up my bitter brew,

So I drink my Coffee,

Drinking the pain away.

I’ve gone crazy,

Trying to find the words,

It is always hard,

Telling you what is going on,

I feel so small,

It seems I don’t matter much,

It was never you,

I am just in this funk,

I am in the dark,

Stuck in this unbreakable box,

You give me laughter,

Shining your light,

How could I ever tell you,

Just how much you help,

But for me it’s never easy,

The words never go far enough,

When the pain comes,

You help me thru,

Heaven smiled on me,

The day I met you,

You make it easier,

Even when I am nowhere near you,

So what can I say,

No words can cover,

You’ve done so much,

So all I can say is thank you.

You don’t see the pain,

You just pretend,

And even as the tears fall,

You just turn your head,

Could you ever see,

Doubtful you would try,

So silent tears fall,

And you never wonder why,

It wasn’t the silence,

That was driving me mad,

It wasn’t the looks,

So cold and dead,

You never knew me,

And you never will,

So go ahead and leave me,

I don’t need the pain you give,

Then I’ll be free,

No more tears to shed.