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Duality



I push my fingers into my eyes...

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...

But it's made of all the things I have to take...

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...

If the pain goes on...

Aaaaaaaah!



I have screamed until my veins collapsed

I've waited as my time's elapsed

Now, All I do is live with so much fate

I've wished for this, I've bitched at that

I've left behind this little fact:

You cannot kill what you did not create

I've gotta say what I've gotta say

And then I swear I'll go away

But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise

I guess I'll save the best for last

My future seems like one big past

You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice



I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!



Put me back together

Or separate the skin from bone

Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me

alone

Tell me the reality is better than the dream

But I found out the hard way,

Nothing is what it seems!



I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the things I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!



All I've got...all I've got is insane...

All I've got...all I've got is insane...

All I've got...all I've got is insane!

All I've got...all I've got is insane!



I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the things I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

The Patient Mental





Patient, just as I am, as always.

Watch the time go by, nothing left to pass by.

The minutes follow me, drunken little people work away in me.



Why won't they leave me, leave me alone?

When I don't even want me, want me.



I have to kill the words before they form my sentence.

The sentence that is me, judged by those that carry.

The patient sits in cradled arms that comfort me by strangling.



Why won't they leave me, leave me alone?

When I don't even want me, want me.



The patient mental sits and stares,

An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back.

Why won't they leave him, leave him alone?

A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.



They have to kill the meal before they can consume.

Consume my inner peace without the understanding.

Trapped inside the works, the hands are moving me.



The patient mental sits and stares,

An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back.

Why won't they leave him, leave him alone?

A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.



Release me, let me go, why do they observe me?

There's nothing here to cure.

I can see the silhouettes that sit behind the mirror.

I'm just like a clock upon the wall - always moving, but never going

anywhere.



The patient mental sits and stares,

An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back.

Why won't they leave him, leave him alone?

A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.

I Love You, I'll Kill You







I see love, I can see passion

I feel danger, I feel obsession

Don't play games with the ones who love you

Cause I hear a voice who says:

I love you... I kill you...



Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...



Look into the mirror of your soul

Love and hate are one in all

Sacrifice turns to revenge and believe me

You'll see the face who'll say:



I love you... I'll kill you...

But I'll love you forever



Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room

Slept So Long





Walking

Waiting

Alone without a care

I'm hoping

And hating

Things that I can't bare



Did you think its cool to walk right up

To take my life and fuck it up

Well did you?

Well did you?



I see hell in your eyes

Taken in by surprise (Surprise)

Touching you makes me feel alive

Touching you makes me die inside



Walking

Waiting

Alone without a care

I'm hoping

And hating

The things that I can't bare



Did you think its cool to walk right up

To take my life and fuck it up

Well did you?

I hate you!



I see hell in your eyes

Taken in by surprise (Surprise)

And Touching you makes me feel alive

(I see hell in your eyes)

Touching you makes me die inside



I've slept so long without you

It's tearing me apart too

How'd I get this far

Playing games with this oh

But I've killed a million pety souls

But I couldn't kill you

I've slept so long without you



(Touching you makes me die inside)

I see hell in your eyes

(Touching you makes me die inside)

Taken in by surprise

(Touching you makes me die inside)

Touching you makes me feel alive

(Touching you makes me die inside)

Touching you makes me die inside



(I see hell in your eyes) (Touching you makes me die inside)

I see hell in your eyes

(I see hell in your eyes) (Touching you makes me die inside)

Taken in by surprise

(I see hell in your eyes) (Touching you makes me die inside)

Touching you makes me feel alive

(I see hell in your eyes) (Touching you makes me die inside)

Touching you makes me die inside



Touching you makes me die inside..

[Repeat & Fade out Layered Chorus]

Black Rose Immortal





In the name of desperation

I call your name

A lamentation I sigh

Again and again



Spiritual eclipse

The gateways are closed for me to seek



The night...

A veil of stars, watching

My shadow is born from light

The light of the eye, in darkness



Over troubled waters memories soar

Endlessly, searching night and day

The moonlight caresses a lonely hill

With the calmness of a whisper



I wear a naked soul

A blank face in the streaming water

It is cold in here

Frost scar my coat with dust



Eyes attach to your mute portrait

We spoke only through thoughts

Together we gazed, awaited

Hours brought thirst and the rising sun



Sunbirds leave their dark recesses

Shadows glide the archways



Do not turn your face towards me

Confronting me with my lonliness

You are in a forest unknown

The secret orchard

And your voice is vast and achromatic

But still so precious



Lullaby of the crescent moon took you

Mesmerized, its kaleidoscopic face

Granted you a hollow stare

Another soul within the divine herd



I have kept it

The amaranth symbol

Hiddin inside the golden shrine

Until we rejoice in the meadow

Of the end

When we both walk the shadows

It will set ablaze and vanish

Black rose immortal



It is getting dark again

Dusk shuffle across the fields

The evening trees moan as if they knew

At night I always dream of you