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he held his hands over mine. he's mumbling. a glow starts to appear between our hands as it gets brighter i feel as like im about to pass out. the light is now in his hands as he cups them around it. i fall on the ground. he says he will se me again. when i woke i was in OU med in Oklahoma city. every since then some thing about me has felt off. i feel completely empty inside.

i'm in a forest. i don't know how i got here. i've walking for what seemed like hours. it's getting dark and its getting cold. i keep walking after a while i see smoke rising. i start walk toward the salvation of warmth. i come to a clearing. in this clearing theres a old cabin kind of rustic old fashion but theres a fire. i go in. Theres a man here sitting next to the furnace. He's wearing a dirty ratty looking cloak. Come sit he says. he knows who i am. he says im not suppose to be there. He wants to help me find my mommy. he said he can take me to her. But i have to make him a promise first. He said he isn't strong enough to take me he needs some thing from me. he wants me to give him my soul in return for his help that was the promise. my soul will make him stronger so i agree. he tells me to hold out my hand so i do. he hovers his hands above mine. his hands look like old kind of a grey to them like he was sick....

I've always been kind of a black sheep, with my family, or in life i've always felt a little "empty" inside. As a child i had a life changing accident. I died in that accident for ten minutes, But what i saw in that ten minutes of death i will never forget. I'm going to explain everything i saw and experienced in that moment.



i will mention a man in this first entry. in the last 17 years ive seen the man 2 more times.

ok i know i've marked this as a story entry but only because i want people to be able to read this so they know a little about me. every thing im going to be putting in my journal is has happened. this is not a petty attempt to thrill you or tickle your fancy. you can comment on what you wish. you can chose to believe in what has been written or not. i know its real because it happened to me. ok so lets begin.



yes i believe i was reborn under the greek god Thanatos, or if you are of roman back ground Mors. im going to educate you on my new found father, then i will get to my own experiences. Thanatos is the greek god of death personified. He and his twin brother Hypnos(sleep) are the offspring of Nyx(night) and Erebos(darkness).