Tonight I am contemplating and wondering how many different ways that Covid has changed my life. Far too many to list. I do not venture out unless it’s for work, wear a mask whenever possible and live with hand sanitizer everywhere.
The biggest thing for me is about trust. No, I will not discuss politics or conspiracy theories. It’s about trusting or in my case, lack of trust that has kept me safe thus far. In the last two years I have lost the only two people in life I trusted. My Mother and my Sister.
Needless to say the hole in my heart is larger than the Grand Canyon.
I work in a very public and fast paved environment. The stress is incredible and I work over 11 hours a day. Yet through all this I long for a friend that I can talk to and be myself.
I’m not sure if I can find another confidant but I was blessed to have those two women in my life for as long as I did.
Covid changed my career, location and socialisation. I just hope and pray that someday it will be under control.
Be well and healthy,
Lady Morganna
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