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The shouts deafen me

The creatures surround me

A swirling mass of hatred.

Shakles are latched onto my wrists

Chicking my air away around my throat

The metal burns and scrapes

My pale fragile skin.

Forced upon a platform

For all to see

Stripped

Of my dignity

And my loyalty from others.

The noise grows louder

And incoherant

Kicked to my knees

I look to the hatred

Angels

Veering

Snearing at me

What did i do?

What have I done to be

Rejected by the angels?

My eyes gaze up

A blade shines in the sunlight

Placed down on a wooden block

My head lays

Down the blade goes

The guillotine gleams

As the guillotine screams

Stained

Once again

With the blood of a demon

Shoot me dead

spill my brains

save me from all my pains

I scream your name

you pull the trigger

does it give you that much pleasure?

To see me die

all alone

left you with an empty home

your eyes go wide

watch my blood

fall into the sewer

the crimson stream

leaves you to deem

for what you have done

to the one you have done

to the one you once loved

you drop to your knees

pouring from your lips are you pleas'

nothing can bring me back

it's the will of your heart that you lack

now you must live with this guilt

with me haunting your very soul

from beyond the grave

will I grieve for you heartache

I'm sick of this person I see in the mirror.

Every day she stares at me.

I want something new, something exciting.

That is the person I want to be.



I'm sick of this creeping, haunting image.

It's beginning to take over me.

I need some space, I need some air.

I need a place where I can breathe.



You look, you stare,

You haunt, you glare.

I need to get away from you.

Sometimes you scare me half to death.



It really is too bad I'm you.

I'm going now.

Good bye my friend.

I have to say, I've reached the end.



I've thought about this for quite a while.

And now I leave you with a smile.

Death has come, it has it's ways.

We'll meet again another day.



You looked, you stared,

You haunted, you glared.

I had to get away from you.

At times you scared me half to death.

Thank God I am no longer you.

Darkness is becoming my friend

Till the very end

The night is my santuary

Blackness for my depression

Brought on by the love lost and never found

So to this earth i am bound

Into the night I cry

Wishing sometimes I'd rather die

Than living the life that fate has given me

The tears that I have shed are ones but true

And you just can't see

As you stare deep within me

I'm crying out to you

To show you the hurt, the pain

The lingering for the forbidden fruit that I

cannot have

You will see the love I have for you

Deep inside of me

Just look within my eyes and I'll tell you

Look and see with your heart, I love you

I know you can see it in my eyes

Yet you deny that you know this

For you love me no more

And that I must except this into my reality

But yet I'm not oblivious to the world

I'm blind into the night

My mind is corrupted into the dark depression

I'm gone, there is no turning back

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FallenKnight
22:12 Jul 29 2009

Those are all so damn beautiful really nice emotional input but something must have happened for you to say such words maybe someone will be able to figure out the meaning someday.

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