I can’t remember
The last time that I smiled
When everything was worth the while
I can’t remember
The last time that I cried
Every time I think about it I just want to die
But I remember
The exact moment my life changed
When you came in and took away everything
Look me in eye
Do you think I really care?
I’ve been dehumanized
It’s just too much to fucking bare
If this is how it ends
Then it was never worth it
You’re supposed to be my friend
But you were just full of shit
Never again
Do you remember?
The night it all went down
I thought I had it all worked out
Do you remember?
Anything that I said
Or did it just go through your head
You don’t remember
Anything I did for you
I just want to say fuck you too
Look me in eye
Do you think I really care?
I’ve been dehumanized
It’s just too much to fucking bare
If this is how it ends
Then it was never worth it
You’re supposed to be my friend
But you were just full of shit
Never again
Now I’m standing here
With a pistol in my hand
With nothing left to fear
I’ll show you where I stand
It’s a mental breakdown
I’ve crashed into a wall
Nothing can stop me now
I can’t think strait at all
My soul is torn and twisted
My mind has snapped in two
My thoughts are conflicting
I know what to do
COMMENTS
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Isis101
16:30 May 29 2009
A very powerful poem here...