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Are almost over. My mom visited from out of state over xmas. Was lots of fun seeing her. And she brought my brother and step dad as well. Which is really cool cause they aren't always able to come with her when she does visit. Lil bro is lots of fun. Better with a toy sword than I anticipated as well. I bought him a lil cheap one without knowing he was getting two others. Within 5 minutes we had broken the one I got him. So now goal if/when I move there is to get us both fencing lessons. Found it kind of funny he told me I was his weird sister, but that its cool. Ahh lil kids being cute. Also drew me a cool picture with the drawing stuff I got. He just really wanted to try using charcoal to draw how could I say no. Especially being in my severly ocd aunt's house. I mean come on a 7 year old boy with really messing drawing ustensils what could go wrong. Hehe luckily he's pretty good at that as well.

That explains my life for the past 3ish months. Positives: Actually rebuilding the relationships with my family. My parents love my bf. My mom already refers to him as son. As does my gma. My brothers are still being brothers, but warming up to him. Another plus is should be gettin nice grant for school. Those are about it.

Negatives: Friend dying. Found out that my grandmother possibly has cancer. Sadly her immune system is too weak to even biopsy the mass in her lung. So they tried anti-biotics in hopes its something that can be treated with that. But if its cancer not really anything we can do about it. Too weak for surgery or chemo. Then not three weeks later find out my stepdad has a similar problem. Unknown mass in one of his lungs. Even if it's benign they have to take out more than half that lung to remove it. On top of all that had a major mind fuck about my past. Something that I'd buried came up. Not really up to sharing the details, but the person involved is being a complete asshole and causing no end of mental stress. So glad have friends who can help with it. Just wish I had some documentation so could throw the bastard in prison.



Even with all that life is still looking up.