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“When I Miss You.”



We where close you and I,



But one day you had to die.



I miss, you know.



I miss the days we would share.



Even the day you caught me in my underwear.



I remember your bright red hair.



Even the day we went to the fair.



I can’t go to the Burrow anymore.



Because it makes my heart so sore,



I wish I couldn’t see your face anymore.



It makes me feel like such a whore.



I still have your ring.



I wanna hear you sing.



I know I would tell you to stop,



Or else I would give you a pop.



But now when I’m home,



I feel so alone.



I need your singing,



I need your loving smile.



I need you just for a little while.



Your love was my drug,



But now I have been shoved.



I feel myself falling everyday,



Into this dark bay.



It’s not fair.



You can’t say I didn’t care.



I want you here,



To chase my fear.



I knew you ever since I was seven,



But now you’re in heaven.



I would be there too,



If I didn’t have him to loose.



I guess I’ll wait a while.



Maybe one day I’ll smile.



But today I will cry for a while.

Beep…



One beep, two beep, three beep.



It kept going on and on.



It feels so weird that I’m sitting beside you,



In this life draining estate.



Did I ever tell you I hated this creepy place?



You don’t have to respond,



I know you’re almost gone.



I watch the nurses pass by,



They where never as pretty as you.



You used to smile so much,



I sometimes thought it hurt,



But no you where just so happy to be with me.



That only proved that we are meant to be.



Do you remember when we used to lay in bed?



And never a word was said.



I would listen to your soft heartbeat.



Now I hear it just barely,



Even with this dreaded beep.



It tries to block it out.



But I still hear that tiny shout.



I know you’re strong,



You can make it through.



Because I have faith in you.



Do you remember our first date?



You would always refuse my pleas,



But that one day,



You said yes,



Made me feel blessed.



But now I sit here with nothing to hear,



But a beep and a bleep.



The nurses surround us.



You knew I could never live without you.



The kids are old,



They won’t mind us being cold.



Hopefully I’ll see you there,



I know you will look so fair.



So save a spot for me,



And there I will always be.



Because we’ll truly be angels.

I am a slowing heart beat.



I wonder how long I have left.



I hear him whispering my name.



I see his watery eyes.



I want him to be alright.



I am a slowing heartbeat.



I pretend that we still have time left.



I believe I will see him soon.



I feel the cold start to engulf me.



I touch his warm hand.



I cry his name.



I am a slowing heartbeat.



I understand his love.



I say my love for him.



I dream of his charming smile.



I hope God will keep us together.



I am no longer a slowing heartbeat.

COMMENTS

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MoreThanExisting
17:31 Apr 20 2009

I remember when you typed this one for creative writing, because I was like right there, in the same room. yeah....lol.

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MissesXYasutora
17:34 Apr 20 2009

Yep gooood times...

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Sun blazes down on fakely tanned skin.

Icecream dripping it's stiky fluid onto the burning Sand.

Children Laughing,

Children Crying.

Fun in the sun has got me on the run.

Nothing but smelly water there.

Thats why at home,

I'm home to stay.

Sleeping so soundly in my arms, I feel your heart mummur against my chest. My heart swells with so many emotions, but mostly love and pride.

Suddenly you stir. Opening those lovely orbs you call eyes. All air in my lungs disapear when your soft lips grace me with your sweet smile. It makes all candy seem bitter incomparison.

Now I am waiting on this imagenary cliff that is my life, waiting for that magical word you say every day to me, the only one I live for.

"Hi.."