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Oh it's funny. It really is.



I can't actually believe it. Does it really mean that much? Are people really this shallow? And don't even get me started on the pettiness, arrogance and patronizing attitudes.



Where's the intelligence? The compassion? The mutual respect?



Luckily no-one has felt the need to behave in this way towards me (yet) but I'm sure it's only a matter of time.



If it wasn't so funny I'd be really depressed about it.

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Theban
09:54 Apr 30 2009

You must be talking about some of the people here on the Rave...lol...

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Theban
09:57 Apr 30 2009

Blast these eyes of mine, didn't see the title...umm

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BLOODLIFE
13:05 Apr 30 2009

They don't call the The Dark Network for nothing.. lol

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What a strange place this is! Someone who I've never met, never spoken to or even heard of before has blocked my comments. I could really understand it if I had been cruel or intimidating or rude but I definitely haven't done any of those things.

So with my messages to them being blocked, I can't even find out what I'm being accused of.



Goes to show that wherever there are people with free will, you'll always get idiots!

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cadrewolf
21:08 Apr 29 2009

Free will to be idiots? reasons are more given than you sometimes think,

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ThothLestat
21:09 Apr 29 2009

it happens.

I know of at least 5 or 6 people who have blocked me, and I have never spoken to any of them.

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MysticalChild
21:33 Apr 29 2009

yeah it's pretty common

i've found those people aren't worth the questions ;]

there are much more fun and cool people around here :D

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BLOODLIFE
22:13 Apr 29 2009

LOL, welcome to VR ... strange place, stranger people!



But you know ... you could have been blocked by accident!

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MirageInAComa
23:08 Apr 29 2009

You know, I've actually blocked people on accident when I use my iPod Touch...it's so freaking annoying.



I don't block anyone, even the ones that are "less than stellar" ;)

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Theban
10:01 Apr 30 2009

You could get someone to message them for you in case it was by accident....that's what I would do!

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No more clarity on the subjects that have plagued me for this long. Maybe it's just time for a break. A Change. I've already changed a lot and not necessarily for the better but now it's time to get some perspective.



Not sure how that's going to happen.

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Theban
11:29 Apr 29 2009

The subjects being?

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What it must be to be able to articulate yourself so beautifully that you can provoke the clearest and most heartfelt reactions in others. I have craved this for as long as it is possible to imagine. I get so easily tongue-tied and over-anxious to get my point across that eventually what comes out is far from the point.



The clarity I need right now is out of my grasp. There are so many things to consider and, in all honesty, I don't want to consider them. I know there is more to all this than is purely superficial and I fear what is ahead if I realise the truth but I have to explore this. I have to know.



I've always felt as if there was something more, that I needed something more, that it would make me more. Can I stretch the boundaries and further than I already do or will that cause too much pain.



I don't want to cause pain.



I want to live.

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Theban
11:28 Apr 29 2009

Then live! : )

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Theban
11:37 Apr 29 2009

I fell over this while pondering on what you had written.



“Traveling through the world produces a marvelous clarity in the judgment of human kind. We are all of us confined and enclosed within ourselves, and see no farther than the end of our nose. This great world is a mirror where we must see ourselves in order to know ourselves.



There are so many different tempers, so many different points of view, judgments, opinions, laws and customs to teach us to judge wisely on our own, and to teach our judgment to recognize its imperfection and natural weakness.”

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