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here are my rants of this week so far,



well father as he is on 50's i think he reached the menopause a bit later than i thought. he is 59 already and he is being a far nasty bitch. all the time he tries to buy me with his money (keeping me home and not letting me moving out and trying to convince me to stay with money) BUT my mental sanity means more to me than every cent of the money.



as for the rest I am ON DIET and i already feel good about it. somehow it stinks that I got to slim down to be attractive to people in this country. I am tired of being kept as a friend just cause i am FAT, AND CHUBBY. but also i feel good about it cause i can move a little faster and feel healthier.



and another rant?? I HATE PEOPLE IN RELATIONSHIPS!!!!!!!!!!! why?? cause they are so happy or so serious in to their love that they forget how to treat nicely their friend or best friend, or ex-love-now-best-friend. I mean talking to you as in saying hi or how are you? is all cool but that every chance they get free they pass with with their love stinks. I hate that.

Yes i know i am being selfish motherfucker here and its not nice and not even attractive anymore but how i cannot be pissed? I was and still deeply in love but I hanged out with my friends depends my moods. before and after or IN relationship i have the same attitudes towards my friends but when they are in love or in a relationship i am there for them always but they come to ME only IN CRISIS TIMES AS A FUCKING COMFORTING PILLOW i mean WHAT THE FUCK???



in this country i still have BIG MAJOR ISSUES as a transgender. Gay guys, do not like me cause I still got female features geez........



lesbians are to be away far from them when it comes to dating cause you are denying your female gender. HELLOOOOO i am a man, so do i not have the right to reject the gender i am uncomfortable with?? straight females will not look at me cause i am in a body of a girl, straight man, say you are in a body of a girl so i see you as a girl. or you are a guy in a body of a girl?? omg how weird....no way i would go out with you + you are so fat and ugly ewww and your face is soo butch. put some make up will you? honestly how harsh can it be?? and bisex on both genders? tells me, sorry you are not my type.



i am sooo tired of these people. why everyone judges me on how i look or how i feel. why do they stereotype me for??? i am so tired of love. all i get is pain.

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