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Shattered Pride

13:57 May 17 2012
Times Read: 552


before you compliment it. i meant to leave the message. the message it is within the lines of the poem. its not cause i wanna hear i like or love it. but to see if you can understand what i really mean by the words that i write. that is all





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Shattered Pride



Shattered Pride I got,

No one can hear me,

No one can understand me

Everyone laughing at my face

There is nothing else left in me



There is no will of life in me

No will to love,

No energy to hate

Or being angry but at myself

For being so worthless

Also Being useless to everyone



I tried to love and give my all

Yet everybody is gone.

Everybody gave up on me

Others simply laughed at me

And threw me words that are

Sharp as a diamond,

Cold as ice

yet their hatred is hot as lava

My pride had been shattered.

The only thing I had been

existing is thanks to the pride

That took many forms

but showed only anger and

Hate, but slowly

They faded away.



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Reason? Cause the more

Time passes the more

Weak I became.

That faded away just like a

lost soul in a foggy morning

More cuts into my wrist

More pills to swallow

Though they are morphine

More cocaine to sniff

I want to fade away too

and be forgotten so

No one will laugh at me no more

No more insults

No more provocations

Cause my pride there is no more

My pride had been severely shattered

Into nothing but dust of glass



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12:25 May 01 2012
Times Read: 573






I am a Useless and Distorted Doll.



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Am a distorted piece.

I look ugly and distorted

I have no arm and no toes

I got one empty eye socket

and I am mute.

I can't talk

I can't cry.

I can't move.



I am thrown into

a thrash can,

Been into other rotten

Places.

Totally unwanted cause

Am nothing but a useless

Yet distorted Doll.



I had been thrown also

as a waste into the sea

where all thrash is being thrown

whoever created me

tried to sell me off,

yet was unsuccessful

cause I had been disported

into a room where all the

dysfunctioned dolls like me are

ready to be thrown away.



From thrash to another,

to the sea where there is nothing

but wasted and unwanted stuff.



I can't talk,

I can't cry,

I can't move



But I am waiting to

Disappear from this world

where there is no place for me.

cause all I am is just a useless

and Distorted doll.



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skyrah
skyrah
12:55 May 01 2012

quite meaningful





MeanMeanMrTu
MeanMeanMrTu
16:00 May 12 2012

I rather liked it...well done.





 

Never Ending Storm

11:24 May 01 2012
Times Read: 575






Never Ending Storm



Rainy Day





There's a storm deep inside,

a Multitude of emotions mixed

There is anger and pain

happiness and peace,

but the Anger and pain

are stronger than ever

and the other two

the positive feelings

are disappearing forever.



The anger and pain are like a Vortice

sucking my life out.

Leaving nothing but a mere existence

No sun, and no light

Nothing but darkness

And very hot rain.



People say rain wash down

Everything, memories, dirt

Things that are unwanted in this world

the world that is so cold and hollow

nothing but fake humans

who wants attention yet they

push people away.

They cause shit and yet then

act as victims.



If rain really washes things away

why don't clear the path away?

Away from these humans?

Why don't clean me off

and let me die somewhere?

I am not a victim

I am not a pitiful person

I am someone who wants to

end this life

end this storm, that is useless

end this hate and anger

yet I am still in this world

nothing but storm.



The normal storm

stays only from few

to few days, but what I have deep

Inside there is nothing

But never ending yet devastating storm.



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