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Hello my love



How are you doing? I hope you slept well?



When I met you,

was through a comment on my status.

which one it was, I can hardly remember

But you sure caught my attention

and looked through your pro

to see whom am talking with



You sure were interesting

and you are still are interesting

individual and that was a bonus.

sure they say looks catch the eye

indeed it did but your way of talking,

all funny and geeky and dorky caught

my interest, my heart even more.



It scared me at first cause,

I was still trying to move on

and freeze my fears to socialize

and in time it did. but

when I talked with you, was fun

and its fun even now

you became my most pleasant,

friend that I ever had.



I admit when you vanished

for couple of months,

I thought, that you found

someone else, that made you

very happy. My heart though

that you believe it or not was conflicted

whether to feel happy for you

or jealous as hell of the one who

is beside you.

I thought I really lost you and

this made me very sad, but,

in the same time wishing that you were happy.



But when you came back,

I was surprised, (in good way)

I missed you a lot.

and surprised me again when

you left me a comment on my

upsetting status.

But I was nervous, didn't know how

to speak to you. and most of all was very afraid asking

you about, if your heart was occupied by another woman or man

I was smiling at you but deep inside I was tearing my self



You in your life as love gone one

biggest shit after another.

you had great memories that you can never

forget them, but also bad times that tore your

confidence in relationships and trusting

I understand that and you can't help it

But no matter how much you doubt

the person, and no matter how much you doubt

their feelings, that person want to stay with you

even if you push him away with your fears,

that person want to stay with you.

Although deep inside you still love the person

that hurt you the most, that comes from the past

and continue to show himself to you, the one who

is with you now, refuse to leave.

that person might cry, become troubled

but is ready to remain with you.

that person calls you *****

that person is me



i don't know what is in the future for us both,

but I will do my best from the heart

to stay by your side



from your dorky C

COMMENTS

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shellsbells
14:33 Jan 30 2013

that is so good and true! I know just how you feel,

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