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distorted minds, souls, lives and hearts
18:39 Feb 26 2015
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distorted minds
distorted souls
distorted lives
distorted hearts.
lost in elements
with no return.
Some of them burnt
some of them washed away
some of them with the winds
some of them buried deep down.
no one else seems to care
no one seems to understand
no one seems to search
no one seems to hear nor listen.
what is the point in loving
those who are already broken?
what is the point in loving those that are ruined?
nobody seems to bother to think, that those distorted
hearts, minds,
souls and lives
that a bit of real care,
and listening
without talking back. listening without point fingers.
listening without pity
but compassion
will be a start
of something new.
but no one else bothers
no one cares.
They think the ones
that are born distorted
or become distorted
deserves to be shunned
deserves to be disgraced
deserves to be lost,
and dead.
deserves to be purged
and even forgotten.
distorted minds
distorted souls
distorted lives
distorted hearts
someone saves them
before they will
someday with the elements
will retaliate against those
who wronged them.
and someone else will be enjoying looking
from afar the chaos and despair, tortures and punishable worst deaths
will come upon those who shunned or distorted
them into nothingness.
that someone will be looking from afar is one of the distorted of one's.
Am I asking too much? 09:14 Feb 12 2015
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All I ever wanted is to be loved and cared for. Am I asking too much?
My mother ran miles away from her duty of the mother screaming freedom and father was just financial support and a biological father.
They created me but no love. They created me with plan of having a baby but no love came by. These kind of family creates kids with the intention of when they grow old, the will take a pension and live off on kids back. If not financial services then physical as cleaning, cooking, laundry and shopping etc..
When am sick I still have to go out and buy stuff, going to atm, etc...
In other words being a servant. My health went from good to bad to worst and now worsened and yet in the cold I still had to go out carrying an errand.
I simply asked to spare me from doing breakfast for him as I am dead tired and lunch as well. But no. Am not allowed to be spared. No one takes care of me. No one cares. I don't want relationships for being afraid of having the vicious circle repeat on me or kids.
My heart is getting colder. Maybe because I am tired of being bullshitted in my face with sweet words like I love you but with no meaning in them. Words need action too to be fortified and given properly. But to me only words and give me coldness. If you call that love then yes I got plenty of that and honestly I don't want it.
I wanted to be taken care of for real with no agenda from behind the actions and words.
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