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Every Monday is the same day life only that is a new week but same life. SSDD (same shit different day) sorry for the expressions. I am not an angel not even a saint or devil or something. I am just one who tries to survive in this jungle of difficulties. Sometimes I need to be good and still and sometimes I need to be a real

Bad one enough to hurt many people around me, to be not hurt by them. Kill or be killed. Life is never over, if you want it to be. You shall show them how tough you are. Cause only the stronger survives. If you let other people let you down, by their words your mind will take that in memory and make you and your body weak.

All you need is to make your mind stronger by telling yourself you are better than them and much powerful, with willing to fight and to be the best. But not to show off and than you can get what you want

But to feel better with yourself. That is a good karma and that is will power to feel good everyday life and to be a real survivor. At school when i was so young they made my days miserable than in a new school, I became stronger than use to be very bad girl. A rebellious one and use to fight everyday with other chicks, not

To let them bullying me and others fight against the teachers, for our rights. Bad way of teaching.

But then I started to work and from predator I became a prey for their fangs. Hated me because I am popular and loved by the directors of hotel. Every college there treated me like i am a piece of rubbish, and some used me, by being a friend to look good in front of the owners. Things got worst when i got more tips than other workers and in every trouble i got I had a loophole where to hop in to get away, when they can't.

I saved money, and in the same time, no more good girl and pulled out my own fangs, claws and turned into a

Predator. I started to stand up for my self again. Sick and tired of waiting dad to defend me. I am strong and I can do this by my self. Don't let anybody beat you down by words or by physical fighting. You can be smartest, strongest, Wiser, and the best. But use this to defend yourself and not to

Destroy someone who doesn't deserve to be eliminated.