How that "friendship thing" works with girls anyway?? With no special reason at all u find the biggest enemy in in another female person like she's gonna eat u alive.. It's just how it works. Any good lookin girl who has more of those who think she is great than u is a big enemy..Why? Nobody knows.. After few simple sentences (mostly about "guy's stupidity",fashion or sex) there must be a deal about "therapeutic coffee" which more looks like meeting to plan a war strategy. Right after that coffee u can see girls huggin and kissin every time they see each-other and it's amazing how one simple greeting like that can look like hysterics! Next what happen is that u'r sittin on that same coffee every day and in moment realize-that person in front of u is totally different than u r. That's the same feeling i had yesterday on one simple coffee with girls i know for long time. Never really though about how different we r but somehow i never even cared much... They r girls like me,know what i mean when i say some stuffs even when i don't understand myself and that's it! End of story! I somehow missed sittin there with them and doin nothin at all,just talkin about totally unimportant stuffs. Don't really have much of female friends but those i have r definitely not normal,and i love it. They don't care about how they look like when we get up early to drink coffee, they don't spent hours on shopping or talk about other girls and their love lives. They just breath,play,smile and enjoy in every minute of their lives cause they know how much it means to have a chance to really live.
"if pain must come, may it come quickly. because i have a life to live, and i need to live it in the best possible. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now. then i will either wait for him or forget him. waiting is painful. forgetting is painful. but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering"
— Paulo Coelho
"Our body remains alive, yet sooner or later our soul will receive a mortal blow. The perfect crime--for we don't know who murdered our joy, what their motives were, or where the guilty parties are to be found."
— Paulo Coelho (The Witch of Portobello)
"Everything tells me that I am about to make a wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risks, to go back to where I came from because I didn't have the courage to say "yes" to life?"
— Paulo Coelho (Eleven Minutes)
"We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path."
— Paulo Coelho
"Passion makes a person stop eating, sleeping, working, feeling at peace. A lot of people are frightened because, when it appears, it demolishes all the old things it finds in its path.
No one wants their life thrown into chaos. That is why a lot of people keep that threat under control, and are somehow capable of sustaining a house or a structure that is already rotten. They are the engineers of the superseded.
Other people think exactly the opposite: they surrender themselves without a second thought, hoping to find in passion the solutions to all their problems. They make the other person responsible for their happiness and blame them for their possible unhappiness. They are either euphoric because something marvelous has happened or depressed because something unexpected has just ruined everything.
Keeping passion at bay or surrendering blindly to it - which of these two attitudes is the least destructive?
I don't know."
— Paulo Coelho (Eleven Minutes)
Today i was just just observer of my own life.. usually i'm really scared of bein helpless,watchin somethin and not bein able to do anythin about that but this time i liked it. Came in "Cult",really old half dark bar in underground. I used to go out there a lot in my past but somehow,feel like i don't belong there anymore...
And yeah,people there still knows me and they all have their old corner where they lead their lives. Same girl called "whore" still in dark corner with one unknown guy and who r we to judge her. We all act and manipulate to get somethin we want so badly,only she does it in her own way.. In another one there's an artist still watchin everythin around like somethin big is gonna happen in any moment and right next to him new generation of girls crazy about him,smilin and tryin to get attention. It's soo damn good to be there and my soul is finally calm but it's my turn to move on.... this is now just a part of my past,my life and big preparation for thing which r just waitin to happen
COMMENTS
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Predator
01:34 Mar 15 2011
Lol this entry is strange in taste......it has many emotions I mean or so it gives that appearance off to me anyway.
And I have a couple of buddies like yours who dont care and us three are all we have in each other.....and we would help each other out no matter what.
As for the coffee deal me and my buddies dont drink it or at least we havent around each other we find other ways of having fun.
Well thanks for the read sladjana and I added your journal to my favorites.
ThedarkprinceVvvvV
12:30 May 26 2011
Very Interesting perspective my dear 10