They say it appears to be inactive but they are going to do a lot of actual tests to be sure next week. It appears to be on her uterus and pressing against her spine, which has been causing her major back issues to the point of being almost bedridden because she could hardly stand up. If the case is it only being attached to the uterus then it will be an easy removal but if it's actually on her spine instead...then It's gonna be a bit more difficult to fix and we don't know what exactly they will have to do.
I am really freaked out and worried about her, although everyone around me says it will all work out fine. But here's the thing, my grandmother had an inactive tumor on her liver and it broke away creating a big hole and she died from it. So needless to say I am very on edge with this whole thing.
I am asking all the time for my mothers healing, guidance in dealing with all of this, and stability for my own troubled mind. I know worrying won't help this situation so I am trying to get my anxiety under some form of control. Any tips would be greatly appreciated.
Blessed be to all of you my brothers and sisters.
So I am at my work right now but it is very slow, and because of that I am taking the time to log what just happened to me in this close minded world.
First off, let me start by saying that I work in a mall. To be specific I work at a store in a mall. A store that sells Japanese specialty items like snacks, Nic knacks, some housewares, and novelty items. I love this job! It is one of my dream jobs and I wouldn't trade it for the world. Also, let's be clear that (in case for some reason you didn't know) I am a goth chick! A gay, pagan, goth chick that proudly displays what I am.
I had to run to the restroom and our store location is smaller so we can't fit a bathroom into it. Therefore, when said goth pagan needs to use the restroom she must run all the way down to the customer bathrooms. My transgender hubby also works with me so I can easily ask him to watch the store while I do a potty break.
After I was finished I was washing my hands, and this middle aged woman was there with her kid. I don't know why she was waiting until I got out of the stall because every other stall was open. I didn't think much of it though until her little boy tried to gointo the stall I had just been in and his mom grabbed his hand quickly an said "Don't go in their honey, THAT was just in their."
She didn't look at me and just moved further down the line of stalls. I could see her in the reflection of the mirror and was so steamed, I wanted to smash her trashy face into the glass but, I am a passive person and her little boy did nothing wrong. I didn't want to start a fight with some bitch in front of a little child like that. That's not the person I am. I am far more of a bigger person. So I swallowed my pride and walked out.
I am still so mad though I am shaking as I type this. In what world is it okay to do that shit? None! I don't care who you are or what you believe, everybody deserves some level of respect especially in front of a child that's still young an impressionable. You should teach them to accept and not judge like that. I don't care how much hate I get for this next statement but I believe anyone and everyone that would do something like that in front of their child and teach them that that kind of behavior is okay shouldn't be a parent. They should immediately have their parental rights taken away because that is not how a human is supposed to behave. Animals don't even behave that way.
Sorry guys, end of rant. I am calming down now and moving on. It's not like I am ever going to see that bitch again. I just pray that her son doesn't follow her example.
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xxSEXYxx
05:06 May 21 2016
I am so sorry to hear that hunny... For some tips.. Message me on BeautifulEnlightenment inbox... I am on that profile most often.
ladyinchains
07:48 Jun 24 2016
sorry to hear that about your mom
hope she is doing well