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Blood is gitting harder to come by. Most of my old donars have moved and there is no one else to take their place. Some times I'll mess around with my girlfriend and make her cut herself and drink their blood. They have no idea what I'm doin but I still do it just the same. Sometimes I'll feel guilty but that soon passes. They are mine until I feel like breaking up with them.

People keep stressing over me on how my life is supposed to be. all the fuck i wanna do is save up enough money so i can make a huge underground club for goths and shit so they dont have to go home to a bunch of goddamn whiners. Is it too much to ask that we can live our own damn lives. imean jesus christ people fucken piss me off i wish theyd all just fuckin leave me the hell alone. thats how i prefer to be: ALONE GODDAMN IT!!!!!!!

Everybody thinks im gonna commit suicide just because i cut myself. cuttin myself helps me relieve the stress from which my goddamn family gave me. Expecally my cop fuckin whore of a mother. That dumb bitch is the worst for the shit she put on me. Dads a little dick because he put all his sorrowful shit on me. Couldnt he figure out that i didnt need his shit. that i had enough of my own fuckin shit to workout.