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Greetings from Night Wolf!



So far so good. Today I haven't got as many looks as I usually do. Maybe the random people of this town are starting to accept the idea of the random gothy vampire chick. HaHaHa!Or at least being more tolerant.



I know It is a small step, but a step none the less, and I think, even though they are trying to just ignore me, it is going in the right direction, even if it is very slowly.

Today, while resting at Hardee's, my sis, buddy, & I were conversing and having a good time.



But when we stood up to leave, me shirt cam up slightly, revealing a small portion of my stomach. Of course, I pulled it down and proceeded to gather up my stuff. When this older gentleman behind me said..."Your not supposed to pull it down."



I looked at him and laughed slightly nervously, trying to ignore him. However, he continued to talk about how cool my gothiness was & kept staring at me.



We left quickly after that. God, I hate stupid shit like that.

Greetings from Night Wolf!



Today at work a young woman dressed in goth attire came in to place an order TO GO! I didn't have the pleasure of taking her order but I was able to listen to her conversation with the cashier.



She was asked if she had been having a good day & responded by complaining about how her new step father wasn't to accepting of her and her life style.



That hit me like a ton of bricks. I am going through a similar situation. None of my family knows I am a half breed, that I practice magic, of can swing both ways when it comes to love.



If they knew I am sure that they would disown me. Well, my mother & cousin wouldn't, but they would look at me very differently. I can't talk to any of them.



Why does the world have to be so cruel? Why can't they see that no matter who or what you are now won't stop the fact that we all become the same dust in the end.

Greetings from Night Wolf!



I am in strong hopes of finding those who can help me answer the questions about myself.



I have gotten all my knowledge from books and internet sites, but never really had a mentors to show me the ways.



I seem to have a problem controlling my energy intake. When I am out and about, among the town i don't really pay attention to absorbing the energy, however my sister Angelico has told me on repeated occasions that I have drained her in great quantities, and others that have been around us.



However, when I have actually gone to...feed, I have found it quite difficult to take what I need. I only manage to take tiny amounts.



I am quite confused by all this, and have worked on meditating to gain better control. But, so far, I have had little to no success.