well heres another entry...
i have taken care of my aunt all day since i woke up this morning
its been nothing but hell wish i could call it the end of this damn nightmare
dont get me wrong i love my aunt but she can be a bitch at times i know it sounds mean of me to say that but i just cant help myself.
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things have been going down hill with me i feel that i have been in complete darkness that i just can escape from my heart is cold as ice i dont feel a damn thing my feelings are lost right now i have been going down a dark path
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good morning and good day
i have been trying my hardest not to hurt my aunt
when shes getting on my last fucking nerve
shes been drinking the last few days and its
driving me fucking insane right now
what can i do when she keeps calling my name?
my name is heather i live in michigan was born and raised here
my bestfriend is lana we known eachother 25 years now we met
back in school we hit it off right off the bat being stuck at the hips
always by eachothers side.
she was always there for me when i needed her the most never turning her back on me
she was there when i lost my parents and always lend an ear when i needed to vent about stuff she just listened.
i have been through living hell in the past since i lost my parents
with my aunt drinking and starting fights with me for no reason i,m
getting to the point of doing something stupid if i cant get my thoughts
together.
i feel like i,m in hell i cant even think straight my head is throbing my eyes are blurry
i,m shaking like crazy
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