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Here are my wonderful thoughts for the day. I love rating new accounts. In thier information box is usually the same msgs "ask me". "im me" "fuck off", and other such msg. I think it is so funny that the first words people but on here are so telling. My own where no better.

It's like trying to explain yourself for the first time. Like trying to jusitify who you are to a blank wall. I think its fascinating. I love watching profiles bloom into something spectacular. Watching thoughts emerge, pictures being born, additudes being reworked. I love watching "fuck off" become a complex profile of thoughts and rants. It's so great.

Please bare with me. This is just some random thought of the day. I went on a rating spree today, and it got me to thinking. I try my best to read all profiles. While I was reading the profiles I got kinda sad. Not all but some people all seem to want the same thing. To be someone else.

They claim to be vamps, weres, lycons, empaths, and many more things. I wonder, are they really? I think for most part..they are not. If they where ever faced with a real lycon what would they do...they would probley be lunch. I know I would be terrified. Do I really know what a werewolf would want if I came upon one? No I wouldn't. I would be terrified. Thier claws, thier teeth, the unfamiliar.

I know I romanticize the creatures. The vampire with immortality, the werewolf with the untamed, the witch with magic. But who am I to them. I am sheep to vamps. I am not a femme fatale, no soul mate to a vamp or wolf. I would be meat..blood..I would be food. So why do we romanticize them? Why do we want the powers they have? Why are we more willing to give ourselves over to the myth than to look for the truth in ourselves? Are we afraid of rejection, pain, lonliness, or worthlessness.

Why should we claim to be more than human, when being human is pretty amazing in itself. Our physical beings are such a mystery. Who we are is so unique and wonderous. If you don't belive me..look at your blood..look at the complex beauty of your blood, and tell me you arn't a work of art.

Well those are my thoughts for the day. maybe tomorrow will bring something interesting.have a great night