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First I couldn't sleep. Then I cried myself to sleep. And now I'm missing class because I still can't stop crying--this is ridiculous. I wish it were Sunday instead of Monday so that I didn't have to leave bed all day...



This sucks.

He told me tonight that he doesn't love me. We haven't been together long enough--not even six months yet--for me to care, and yet I feel like my heart, that had been just starting to break down its walls, got shattered. It's not worth this. Nobody is worth heartache.



Now it's just time to figure out what to do...

I have to gush about him, I can't help it. He makes me happier than I've ever been in my entire life and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. He's so sweet and so wonderful that sometimes I feel like I've fallen into a dream... And I certainly don't think that I deserve him; he's too amazing, too perfect. Every day he tells me I'm beautiful (even though I don't agree), and he tells me he misses me and cares about me... He sent me the most beautiful card; I don't know where he found it, but it said everything perfectly... I've searched and searched for cards and have never found one like that and, yet, he did. :) He sends me messages online and texts and calls all the time... He's... Awesome. He makes me laugh and makes me smile when I feel like crying. We have a great time just staying in, although we have fun going out, too. Just being around him... It's awesome. :)

*sigh* I feel like such a girl.