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I hate everything about school and my grades are reflecting my lack of enthusiasm. I'm just not motivated to do anything here; I hate being so far away from home, I hate that my advisor can't count credits and I won't be getting my bachelor's degree until August (the soonest date possible). Ugh! I honestly would be happier staying at home with a full-time job and being a part-time student at some college up there. I don't know when I've ever been so miserable before...

For all the shit I say and for all the doubts I get (or, rather, situational questioning), I know I'm lucky. My boyfriend is amazing; he's understanding and caring, sweet and funny, protective and fun, etc... And I know Randall Jean would yell at me for talking about my boyfriend so much and gushing over him, but I can't help it. I'm HAPPY for once! It's nice.