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Since I no longer have a premium membership for the time being, my categories have changed for my journal. Please read all of my journal if you can, as I've tried very hard to make it look the way it does and please pay attention to this or you will be confused by navigation of my journal!

Everything is the same but these two:



Potions= Songs!

My music is very important to me so if you want a better look at my profile, ready these lyrics. I relate them to how I really feel.



Spells= Quizzes!

Some people believe the quizzes are another fun way to look at one's personality. I believe this so to get another aspect of me, read some of my quizzes!



Thank you again for your time and please enjoy yourself at my profile, portfolio, and journal as I've worked hard on all of them.

I got this idea from a friend on myspace, actually 2 friends.



I used to keep a diary on and off. Then when I'd find it again, Id rip out the old entries and start over again.



I'm scared of leaving certain people because of what their reaction may be afterwards, as in dangerous.



I do plan on eventually leaving my mom's house within the next few years but I'm not in a hurry and I hate it when people bug me about moving out.



The few people I really hate to disappoint or upset are my mother, my sister, and a close friend.



My whole life, I've never been scared of anything more than upsetting people I love, ask my mom!



I don't think I've ever loved anyone as much as I do right now, but it feels like he always stomps on me.



Nothing scares me more than being alone sometimes, but I'm the most antisocial person I know!



There's nothing else that hurts me more than guys I know treating me bad or missing my daddy!



Yes I actually called my father my daddy!



I could have the potential to do so much but I feel so terrible most the time, like I can't.



I think everyone thinks I'm just a poser but I really do have the state of mind as a goht and always have, partially thanks to my mom's diverse thinking, and I really do love the color black!



I'm actually scared of one day having a family and kids 'cause I'm scared that I'll screw it up and end up alone anyways.



I believe the worst pain in the world is to love.



I think love is stupid and not worth living for but I can't help to fall anyways.



I want to be adored once and know that it's real, know that for more than a second and to more that one person, I equal up to a model for a day.



I need a guy to treat me like a real person, like those girls that men drool over, no matter how slutty or nasty they look!