I have been having strange nightmares again. Now for the most part strange dreams and night mares are not uncommon for me but these ones, these ones are getting a lot stronger. They revolve around my feeding, I think i have gone to long with out drinking my body is starting to crave it more and more i can't seem to shake it. Not only the feeding but the isolation of these dreams it incredible even though in the dream i'm feeding on some one i public i feel as if no one is there and every one is looking straight through me i'm not sure but this may have to do with the fact of not finding a suitable partner.
Most days go by with out incident any more i just spend my time with my son and cleaning the house to stay busy, but the fact of the matter is with my last so called partner leaving me i have lost my job because i can't seem to find a sitter for my son. With no money my room mate has been kind enough to let me live here as long as i kept up with the cleaning and maintaining of his house and caring of his dogs but for how long i hope i find the job soon for i think having a job will take some of the pressure off me my son and these damned dreams.
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Trinity69
05:57 Nov 23 2012
The dreams are telling you something though what you seek maybe out there just for now find a suitable donor for the thirst it will only drive you mad if it does not get taken care of, I know I am a donor myself and I know when a feeding needs to take place due to the wonderful gift of empathy it will get me killed one of these days but for now stay strong and if u need someone to speak with feel free to contact me I will listen and advise is always free