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I'm searching for answers

Cause something is not right.

I follow the signs,

I'm close to the fire.



I fear that soon you'll reveal

Your dangerous mind.



It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.

I fear your smile and the promise inside.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.

I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside.



I'm searching for answers

Not questioned before.

The curse of awareness,

There's no peace of mind.

As your true colors show

A dangerous sign.



It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.

I see the truth that you've buried inside.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.

There is no mercy, just anger I find.



I just have to know, while I still have time.

Do I have to run, or hide away from you?



It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.

I see the truth that you've buried inside.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.

There is no mercy, just anger I find.

in 2006...





1. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships?

Nope, I don`t believe in serious relationships



2. Have you had your birthday?

Not yet, it`s in December



3. Been to church?

No



4. Cried yet?

Loads of times



6. Pulled an all nighter?

No... else I would probably be dead by now :) Knowing my parents...



7. Drank Starbucks?

Yes



8. Went shopping?

I'm a girl.



9. Been camping?

I hate camping



10. Been to the beach?

of course



11. Bought something for over $200?

No



12. Met someone?

Of course :)



13. Been out of state?

yes



14. Gone Snowboarding?

lol...no.



13.. Hugged someone?

Lots.



14. slept in someone elses bed?

Do hotel rooms count? Lol!



15.. Snuck someone over?

hehe



15.. Snuck out of your own house?

No



17.. Lied?

Of course



18. Gone over your cell phone bill?

Yes... I`m still in shock



19. Spent over $20 on your phone bill?

YES :(



20. Drove somewhere?

I don`t drive



21.Done something you regret?

Yes



Last Thing you bought?

A gothic/new age handmirror (it`s part of a set)



Last Person you hugged?

Fenris



Last Person to call you?

Ramona



Last time you took a shower?

This morning



When was the last time you felt stupid?

This morning :)



Who was the last person you danced with?

BlackSoulAngel



Who did you last yell at?

My mother



What did you do today?

Went to grandma`s this morning (weee nice ay?)



TEN FACTS.......................



01. Hometown:

Msida, Malta



02. Natural hair color:

Black



04. Hair style:

Long and straight



05. Eye color:

Black



06. Height:

No idea



07. Pets:

A dog



8. Mood:

changes all the time



TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE



01. Have you ever been in love:

Not really



02. Do you believe in love:

Depends... on my mood when I think about it basically



03. Why did your LAST relationship fail:

He was an asshole... least said the better



04. Have you ever been heartbroken:

A couple of times yes



05. Have you ever broken someone's heart:

I have no idea



06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?

No, thank the Goddess. I have enough problems as it is.



07. Have you ever loved someone but never told them:

Yes... awful



08. Are you afraid of commitment?

Terrified



09: Would you ever date one of your exes?

Erm... NO



10. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

Yes a couple... someone else told me and I was really surprised



TEN THINGS



01. Love or lust:

Both



02. Liquor or beer:

Liquor



03. Night or day:

Night



04. One nightstands or relationships?

Relationships



05. Tv or internet:

TV



06. Pepsi or Coke:

Coke



7. Wild night out or romantic night in:

wild night out



08. Black or white:

Black



TEN EMOTIONS



01. Are you missing someone right now:

Yes.



02. Are you happy?

Erm... tough nut to crack that one



03. Are you talking to anyone right now:

Nope. :[



04. Are you eating:

Nope



09. Are your parents still married?

Yes



10. Do you like someone right now:

Hehe :) What do you think?

I lay looking at my hands

i searched in these lines

i've not the answer

i'm crying and i don't know

watching the sky

isearch for answer

i'm free free to be

i'm not another liar

i just want to be myself... myself



and now the beat inside me

is a sort of a cold breeze and i've

never any feeling inside

ruining me...

bring my body

carry it into another world

i know i live ... but like a stone i'm falling down



i pray looking into the sky

i can fel this rain

right now it's fallin on me

fly i just want to fly

life is all mine

some days i cry alone

bu i know i'm not the only one

i'm here another day is onge

i don'T want to die

please be there when i'll arrive don't cry please