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Is it true what they say,

Are we too blind to find a way?

Fear of the unknown cloud our hearts today.

Come into my world,

See through my eyes.

Try to understand,

Don't want to lose what we have



We've been dreaming

But who can deny,

It's the best way of living

Between the truth and the lies



See who I am,

Break through the surface.

Reach for my hand,

Let's show them that we can

Free our minds and find a way.

The world is in our hands,

This is not the end.



Fear is withering the soul

At the point of no return.

We must be the change

We wish to see.

I'll come into your world,

See through your eyes.

I'll try to understand,

Before we lose what we have.



We just can't stop believing

Because we have to try.

We can rise above

Their truth and their lies.



See who I am,

Break through the surface.

Reach for my hand,

Let's show them that we can

Free our minds and find a way.

The world is in our hands,



See who I am,

Break through the surface.

Reach for my hand,

Let's show them that we can

Free our minds and find a way.

The world is in our hands,

This is not the end.



I hear the silence

Preaching my blame.

Will our strength remain

If their power reigns?



See who I am,

Break through the surface.

Reach for my hand,

Let's show them that we can

Free our minds and

find a way.

The world is in our hands,

This is not the end.

[x] I miss somebody right now.

[ ] I don't watch much TV these days.

[x] I love olives

[x] I love sleeping.

[x] I own lots of books

[x] I wear glasses or contact lenses.

[x] I love to play video games.

[ ] I've tried marijuana.

[ ] I have been in a threesome.

[ ] I have been the psycho-ex in a past or current relationship.

[x] I believe honesty is the best policy.

[ ] I like and respect Al Sharpton.

[x] I curse frequently.

[x] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

[x] I have a hobby.

[ ] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me

[x] I'm smart.

[ ] I've broken someone's bones.

[ ] I hate the rain. (I love the RAIN)

[x] I'm paranoid at times.

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[x] I need money right now

[ ] I love Sushi.

[x] When im high I talk really, really fast.

[ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas.

[ ] I have at least one brother and/or one sister.

[ ] I shave my face on a regular basis

[ ] I have a twin

[ ] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/EYELASHES in the past

[ ] I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

[x] I like the way that I look sometimes.(SOMETIMES)

[x] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

[ ] I know how to cornrow.

[x] I am usually pessimistic.

[x] I have mood swings.

[ ] I think prostitution should be legalized.

[ ] I think Britney Spears is hot.

[x] I have a hidden talent

[x] I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

[ ] I have kissed someone of the same sex

[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.

[ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

[ ] I love to shop.

[ ] I would rather shop than eat

[ ] would classify myself as ghetto

[ ] I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders

[ ] I don't hate anyone.

[ ] I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother

[x] I have a cell phone.

[ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis.

[x] I've rejected someone before.

[ ] I currently have a crush on someone.

[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[ ] I want to have children in the future.

[ ] I have changed a diaper before.

[ ] I've called the cops on someone before

[x] I bite my nails.

[x] I'm not allergic to anything

[x] I have a lot to learn.

[ ] I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger

[ ] I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.

[ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex.

[ ] I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

[ ] I have at least 5 away messages saved

[ ] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past

[ ] I own the "South Park" movie.

[ ] I have avoided assignments at school to be on my computer

[ ] When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum

[ ] One of those neighbors was the same sex.

[ ] I enjoy some country music.

[ ] I would die for my best friend

[ ] I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

[ ] I watch soap operas whenever I can

[ ] I'm often a perfectionist.

[ ] I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all

[ ] I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"

[ ] Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. In slovaki the halloween is very diferent.

[ ] I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it

[x] I have dated a close friend's ex

The world seems not the same,

Though I know nothing has changed.

It's all my state of mind,

I can't leave it all behind.

I have to stand up to be stronger.



I have to try to break free

From the thoughts in my mind.

Use the time that I have,

I can't say goodbye,

Have to make it right.

Have to fight, cause I know

In the end it's worthwhile,

That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.

It will be alright.



I know, should realise

Time is precious, it is worthwhile.

Despite how I feel inside,

Have to trust it will be all right.

Have to stand up to be stronger.



I have to try to break free

From the thoughts in my mind.

Use the time that I have,

I can't say goodbye,

Have to make it right.

Have to fight, cause I know

In the end it's worthwhile,

That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.

It will be alright.



Oh, this night is too long.

I have no strength to go on.

No more pain, I'm floating away.

Through the mist I see the face

Of an angel, who calls my name.

I remember you're the reason I have to stay.



I have to try to break free

From the thoughts in my mind.

Use the time that I have,

I can't say goodbye,

Have to make it right.

Have to fight, cause I know

In the end it's worthwhile,

That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.

It will be alright.



This song is by 'Within Temptation'... it captures my present state of mind perfectly.

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice

My God I thought you were someone to rely on

Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A man undercover but you tore me apart

Oooh Oooh



Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

The Heartless Manifesto

Do really sappy, insipid, "always and forever" love poems make you want to puke? (and that goes for Bon Jovi lyrics too!)



Do you find typical "Women's Magazines" to be either stomach turning or pathetically laughable?



Are you tired of the walking wounded moping around expecting that the world owes them something because they are victims?



Do you find the likes of Michael Bolton and Kenny G. revolting?



Does the sight of an incredibly handsome man turn you off, cause so many of them have room-temperature IQ's, and obnoxious or non-existent personalities?



Are you sick of lazy women who use emotional and sexual manipulation to get what they want instead of using their own brains and muscles?



Are you fed up with women who feel they HAVE to be in a "Relationship" in order to be whole, and will sacrifice their self-esteem and personal growth in order to avoid being on their own?



Are you tired of men and women who are emotional children, and won't accept responsibility for their actions or behavior?



Do you want to SMACK women who play "helpless" just to gain male attention and stroke male egos?



Have you run out of sympathy for your Female friends who continually whine about how awful MEN ARE, but then they keep dating the same kind of ASSHOLES, over and OVER, AND OVER AGAIN!?



Are you fed up with your Male friends who are looking to date a woman with the appearance of a supermodel, and yet they continually whine about how "women don't like nice guys - they only want good-looking assholes"???



Do the words "If you REALLY loved me...." turn your heart to ice??!!!



Do you retch in response to "The Rules", and laugh uproariously at "The Code"?



Have you HAD IT with people telling you that you are TOO LOUD, TOO ASSERTIVE, or TOO OPINIONATED?



Do you wish you had a button that said: "Thank you for sharing, now SHUT UP and quit Whining!" ????



Do you ever get tired of those whiners and their online "journals"? Or the guys who hit on you and you politely decline, and they keep pestering you and pestering you, and pestering you like some obnoxious, festering, pus-filled sore, until you finally have to WHAP them over the head with a VERY LARGE CLUE-BY-FOUR (tm)....?



Do you feel like you might as well "get hung for a sheep as a lamb", because no matter how POLITELY you try to turn down some guy's advances, you invariably get called a "Bitch"?



If you answered YES to all of the above, then Heartless Bitches International wants YOU. Heartless Bitches is now recruiting! Join up and be proud to use phrases like:





"Keep it in your pants, asshole"

"Oh why don't you just masturbate and get over it!?"

"No, you can't watch."

"Wah, fuckin', Wah."